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Mmmmmm that sounds just like me! Not with guys I just meet for casual sex but with a regular bull.
Ever since I was taken by a Dom black guy many years ago, I've had a perverse need to be used abused. For my bull I will be extremely submissive and while we are playing he gets to do just about whatever he likes to me. All my holes are available for rough, sometimes painfully rough use, slapping my ass and tits, making me gag in his cock, pulling my hair and nipples hard, ******** play (receiving), sharing me with his friends etc. Basically I'm his fucktoy to use as and when he wants - no crying off because I'm too tired or too sore. And of course he gets to cum wherever he wants as much as he wants.
Like I say this is not by any means with most guys I have sex with, though I am always a little on the sub side. It's only with a regular bull and for years I've had one or two guys who get to use me this way.
The first time hubby got to see me used this way he was quite shocked and worried but once he realised that I love and need to be used like this he was fine with it and indeed really gets off watching his wife being a submissive fuck doll for her bull. And he benefits too from having a wife who is super horny when she has a bull to play with.
If anything the need has got stronger as I've got older and I have the best and most fulfilling orgasms from this kind of sex.
I'm very lucky to have found a new bull who I played with for the first time on Monday night and am feeling more content than I have since I had sex with my previous bull before we moved area early last year.
Lynn xx
 
I think being a fucktoy or fuckdoll is mandatory for a submissive horny slut hotwife, after all it is our pleasure to be used and abused as he wants and how much he wants our bull as in a rape. I have always had 4 regular bulls for last 10 years, they are not always the same but at about a year I change them, I don't know if they get bored but I like to change my partners quite often. That's why there are dozens of others causual guys who visit me once or 3-4 times and obviously don't do everything I do with a bull. There are also older clients who pay large sums if they want to have something special and most erotic/exotic, I don't think they can find on the escort market, whores who accept what I accept, not even to VIP escorts who are very few. And my husband was at first shocked by how perverse and slutty I can be but now he has gotten used to my extremes and he is very excited when he can watch and sometimes participate, being a submissive wife and towards him, he is almost a bull for me. It's just that she's doing her husband's duty and she always licks the cum from my pussy or my ass and we share it together kissing even after a delicious blowjob. You are Wonderwoman Lynn, I appreciate you the most! God bless you! (I'm atheist but...) ;)
Thanks Mirella 💋💋. I think a lot of people won't understand or get where we are coming from with this if they have never experienced extreme submissive sex themselves. And many would never want to experience it.
I've always been promiscuous from since I first started having sex and have never been faithful in any of my relationships. I've always got pleasure out of pleasuring men with my body so I suppose it was a natural step up to letting dominant assertive men take their pleasure with me anyway they wanted.
It is very liberating to give yourself over totally to a guy and to let him use you and take out all of his pent up sexual frustrations and desires on your body in a way he couldn't with his wife or girlfriend - to be the slut he turns to when he needs nasty, dirty sex. You can totally lose yourself in the moment - all your daily concerns and worries are gone and all you are aware of is what is happening to you in that moment when for instance he's pulling you back by the hair as he forces his cock roughly into your ass.
It's hard to describe the release and the pleasure that brings if you've never experienced it but I know you will understand.
We both love your stories by the way. Love your account of how you got into escorting. Your telling of your experience with the very abusive client sounded brutal but also got me very wet . After reading that I had to have James fuck me hard so thank you 💋💋.
Lynn xxx
 
When we started I really had no clue as to how submissive I was and if I had any perversions. After finding a good dom bull I quickly found myself very submissive and really getting off on things I didn't think I would ever do. One of my best was very shocking to me as well as hubby but the first time he got forceful pinned me down and forcefully fuck me making me scream was so amazing. Never new pain would make me orgasm so hard and so much.
 
When we started I really had no clue as to how submissive I was and if I had any perversions. After finding a good dom bull I quickly found myself very submissive and really getting off on things I didn't think I would ever do. One of my best was very shocking to me as well as hubby but the first time he got forceful pinned me down and forcefully fuck me making me scream was so amazing. Never new pain would make me orgasm so hard and so much.
Mind blowing the first time you experience that isn't it! And then you want more and eventually you find you need to be used that way regularly xx
 
When we started I really had no clue as to how submissive I was and if I had any perversions. After finding a good dom bull I quickly found myself very submissive and really getting off on things I didn't think I would ever do. One of my best was very shocking to me as well as hubby but the first time he got forceful pinned me down and forcefully fuck me making me scream was so amazing. Never new pain would make me orgasm so hard and so much.
This is what I want my wife to experience. We are both sub, so I've never been able to give her this. I know that for her to be able to have this type of encounter would be an epiphany for her.
 
It does get addictive though for the husband as well as the wife!
Today I watched Lynn's new bull Marc share her with a friend. It is something some of her other Bulls have done with her in the past though her last bull didn't. But she was very much up for Marc sharing her if he wanted. So we both hope this will be the first of many friends he shares her with.
It actually worked out well as Marc was able to use spending some time with his friend as an excuse to his wife for being out for a few hours on a Sunday.
They really gave her a good workout and used her till they'd fully emptied their balls in her. I wasn't counting how many loads they gave her but by the time theyed finished her cunt and ass were dripping with cum and she swallowed at least one load from both of them.
I normally like to fuck her myself after watching her getting fucked. But I must admit today I couldn't resist wanking off while they were using her and again while cleaning her up. She didn't seem too bothered though and was more than content from the fucking they'd given her.
Hopefully I'll get to have her myself later when we've both recovered a bit.