Note: this is a repost of my reply to a thread somewhere else. But i will be adding more as a sort of public diary on my adventures into watching my lady become my own pornstar on demand.
Just for context purposes i shall refer to this quote
Me and my lady are just your normal interracial couple trying our best in adulting and paying off our student loans before we're old and grey. But we do have a taste for exhibitionism/voyeurism. My girl would sometimes just beg me to jerk off in front of her. And she gets off seeing that I am literally fucking her with my eyes. So she developed a love for putting on a show for me. May it be flashing in public or playing with herself in a crowded bathroom. She started thriving off giving me "fap material". We attempted public sex too and that was a thrill.
Then one time we were just cuddled up and i notice her staring at a gif of this vintage porn involving this young nun gagging on this big veiny bastard. When she noticed me looking she shyly apologized and thought i was offended. I joked around and said that not gonna lie for a split second there I was picturing her sucking that meat off. She blushed and i followed up with saying that I would gladly jerk it if i ever found an old video of her if she ever had any. She definitely got all hot and bothered because she clawed on my crotch to gag on my cock. Then this is where I took it even further. I opened up the gif again and whispered how fucking hot she would look if it was her instead in that video. How I would gladly watch her pretty face be fucked. I told her that she has a mouth that is meant to be wrapped around a cock. And how its unfair that i am hogging her to myself. Fast forward to an hour later it was clear from the dirty talking on my end and how turned on she got that she was very game to be shared.
But it took us a lot of communication and unpacking the attraction to the kink and we came to the conclusion that it is more so for her being a sub and her strong desire to please my fetish of voyeurism and being an audience. And she thrives off the fact that I am watching her. My attention is focused all on her and that she is being a good pet by giving me a heck of a show using her body. So it was never about the cheating or humiliation. In fact it was empowering to acknowledge it as a couple that we shared that kink together.
So we tried to vet for partners. Turns out not a lot of viable candidates around our age group of 20 somethings. Way too many polysexual offers which while flattering, was never the intention. And my god the Alpha wannabe bulls that flooded our inboxes. She gets turned off immediately by any hint of disrespect towards her and I. And it was the big reason there was not an ounce of jealousy for me. None of that penis envy or worries of her being fucked better. Im like okay cool get it on tape then and I'll gladly watch and take notes. I wasnt focused on the taboo aspect of her straying but I was enamored by seeing her have fun and confidently show off herself in the videos. I remember how she stopped it immediately when that first boytoy made a joke about her wanting to try other dick before being locked up. I remember her calling me to get her asap. So that was a first true glimpse of what our dynamic really was. And i wasnt even mad at the comment. I mean in a blunt and abrasive manner he was just pointing out certain truth to our dynamic. So yeah the first attempt i never really got to watch her. She blew him apparently and we made love as whispered to me how she was picturing me peeping at her somewhere nearby as she took his whole length down her throat. It's funny how I was actually disappointed they didn't get to fuck.
The first actual experience of watching her being penetrated by another man. Oh boy was that a rush. She ended up going to a music festival for the weekend. I was with my buddies in a cottage. I still remember her vividly leaving descriptive voice notes how people were watching her dancing around having a great time. Then I told her to pick a lucky audience up and give him an upclose show. She asked me if she can grind up on him too. Told her to feel free and enjoy herself. I didnt think nothing of it till she texted me how she's getting really wet because she can feel him get hard against her ass. One thing led to another and at my dare, I told her to give him a handjob. Then she would text me saying how he was practically begging for her to suck him off. And I'm just like, well why don't you? I still remember how she called to make sure it was ok etc. Then she would keep me updated that she's safe. And after a good while she asked if they could fuck. Apparently she laid down the cards and he was respectful and even grateful about it. 🤷♂️ So there it was that knot in my stomach from the anticipation. I knew during that very moment my woman is being penetrated by another man she is barely an acquaintance to. A stranger is inside my woman. And I anxiously waited for that text. In the middle of the act she messaged me how he's stuffing her from behind as she's on her phone. And that she wants to know if I checked my email. There it was a 15 min clip of my devoted and loving partner guiding someone elses stiff cock inside her waiting pussy.
This gif was that moment. Where I held my breath seeing her stroke her clit, hearing him ripping open a condom packet. Seeing his dick just pointed right at my lady and soon to be inside her. I was fixed on her gripping him and I swear to god I rewinded this exact bit so many times. That rush was overwhelming. I had to run to the washroom to just refocus on what just happened. My god was i so fucking hard. I don't even know how many loads i dropped but i was beating it for quite awhile that my friends would rudely interrupt my video as they kept calling my phone. So there it was, in a way I'm happy i have videos because I can revisit it over and over again.
And my god did she come back home insatiable. She was literally clinging on to me, quizzing me about how it was to see it. We fucked like rabbits as we put the video on our TV. She begged me to fill her up and remind her who she belonged to.
So yeah she played around for a couple more times after with the same fellow. They hung around the same crowd so it was convenient in a way. She didn't have to go through the anxiety of boundaries etc. But we ended up politely ending it with him after. Just some small vibes of attachment on his end were surfacing and not gonna lie, i dont ask for much with the video. I dont need everything filmed. But if most of the time all i can see is her belly button then we got issues. And that was what sealed the deal for me. So for awhile we laid low. We had enough material anyways. Our foreplay eventually almost always starts with mutual masturbation. She'll be watching me as i watch her videos being fucked. Oh she would orgasm so fast and so frequently as she relishes over how hard i get seeing an amateur porn video meant only for my viewing pleasure. Or at least save the whole video for myself. I sometimes show a couple buddies on our boys night out sneak peaks of it as I sit so smugly by myself in a bar ignoring women trying to get my attention. Something about having such a fucking sexually deviant submissive woman that's devoted to me just makes me want her more in every way possible. Why else do i need to look around?
Anyhow after months of teasing my girl as i tell her I showed a certain select few of my buddies, I think she is enjoying the fact that I'm purposely not telling her who they are so she can enjoy guessing as they all come over to hang out. Safe to say we've been visited a lot lately since I opened up about that to my closest pals. Too bad it didn't turn into a threesome or gangbang. Maybeeee soon.
But for now!
Luckily we met a lovely photographer/shibari practitioner who was more than flattered to oblige as our third. He actually met my girl first before I met him. He posted a last minute ad for a rope play bondage theme shoot as someone cancelled on him very last minute. As the stars aligned, he was in the city and it was my girl's day off that day. Giddily she asked for my blessing to take him up on the shoot. It was a full on nude set. Honestly that was probably what gave us the courage to actually pursue stagging. She went in there full of confidence knowing that she'll be gifting me professionally done artful nude pics. She was so consumed in providing me new "material" that even though she knew she'd be baring herself to another man was not even concerning for her. Let alone be completely under his control. Anyhow it was a nerve wracking 2 hours for me. More so concerned for her safety rather than thinking they're probably fucking. I actually even got super turned on imagining that they did. But turns out it was as wholesome as a nude shoot could have been.
But flash forward to current times...
He's back in town this February and we already got a playdate lined up for him and my lady. Can't fucking wait how its gonna turn out because he actually has a hard on for making sex tapes. And the fact that rope play and some bdsm will be in the mix possibly! Literally stoked for my own professionally edited porn film and the star is none other than my favourite human. Definitely gonna be some great spank material. Will gladly share and keep y'all posted.
Just for context purposes i shall refer to this quote
Me and my lady are just your normal interracial couple trying our best in adulting and paying off our student loans before we're old and grey. But we do have a taste for exhibitionism/voyeurism. My girl would sometimes just beg me to jerk off in front of her. And she gets off seeing that I am literally fucking her with my eyes. So she developed a love for putting on a show for me. May it be flashing in public or playing with herself in a crowded bathroom. She started thriving off giving me "fap material". We attempted public sex too and that was a thrill.
Then one time we were just cuddled up and i notice her staring at a gif of this vintage porn involving this young nun gagging on this big veiny bastard. When she noticed me looking she shyly apologized and thought i was offended. I joked around and said that not gonna lie for a split second there I was picturing her sucking that meat off. She blushed and i followed up with saying that I would gladly jerk it if i ever found an old video of her if she ever had any. She definitely got all hot and bothered because she clawed on my crotch to gag on my cock. Then this is where I took it even further. I opened up the gif again and whispered how fucking hot she would look if it was her instead in that video. How I would gladly watch her pretty face be fucked. I told her that she has a mouth that is meant to be wrapped around a cock. And how its unfair that i am hogging her to myself. Fast forward to an hour later it was clear from the dirty talking on my end and how turned on she got that she was very game to be shared.
But it took us a lot of communication and unpacking the attraction to the kink and we came to the conclusion that it is more so for her being a sub and her strong desire to please my fetish of voyeurism and being an audience. And she thrives off the fact that I am watching her. My attention is focused all on her and that she is being a good pet by giving me a heck of a show using her body. So it was never about the cheating or humiliation. In fact it was empowering to acknowledge it as a couple that we shared that kink together.
So we tried to vet for partners. Turns out not a lot of viable candidates around our age group of 20 somethings. Way too many polysexual offers which while flattering, was never the intention. And my god the Alpha wannabe bulls that flooded our inboxes. She gets turned off immediately by any hint of disrespect towards her and I. And it was the big reason there was not an ounce of jealousy for me. None of that penis envy or worries of her being fucked better. Im like okay cool get it on tape then and I'll gladly watch and take notes. I wasnt focused on the taboo aspect of her straying but I was enamored by seeing her have fun and confidently show off herself in the videos. I remember how she stopped it immediately when that first boytoy made a joke about her wanting to try other dick before being locked up. I remember her calling me to get her asap. So that was a first true glimpse of what our dynamic really was. And i wasnt even mad at the comment. I mean in a blunt and abrasive manner he was just pointing out certain truth to our dynamic. So yeah the first attempt i never really got to watch her. She blew him apparently and we made love as whispered to me how she was picturing me peeping at her somewhere nearby as she took his whole length down her throat. It's funny how I was actually disappointed they didn't get to fuck.
The first actual experience of watching her being penetrated by another man. Oh boy was that a rush. She ended up going to a music festival for the weekend. I was with my buddies in a cottage. I still remember her vividly leaving descriptive voice notes how people were watching her dancing around having a great time. Then I told her to pick a lucky audience up and give him an upclose show. She asked me if she can grind up on him too. Told her to feel free and enjoy herself. I didnt think nothing of it till she texted me how she's getting really wet because she can feel him get hard against her ass. One thing led to another and at my dare, I told her to give him a handjob. Then she would text me saying how he was practically begging for her to suck him off. And I'm just like, well why don't you? I still remember how she called to make sure it was ok etc. Then she would keep me updated that she's safe. And after a good while she asked if they could fuck. Apparently she laid down the cards and he was respectful and even grateful about it. 🤷♂️ So there it was that knot in my stomach from the anticipation. I knew during that very moment my woman is being penetrated by another man she is barely an acquaintance to. A stranger is inside my woman. And I anxiously waited for that text. In the middle of the act she messaged me how he's stuffing her from behind as she's on her phone. And that she wants to know if I checked my email. There it was a 15 min clip of my devoted and loving partner guiding someone elses stiff cock inside her waiting pussy.
This gif was that moment. Where I held my breath seeing her stroke her clit, hearing him ripping open a condom packet. Seeing his dick just pointed right at my lady and soon to be inside her. I was fixed on her gripping him and I swear to god I rewinded this exact bit so many times. That rush was overwhelming. I had to run to the washroom to just refocus on what just happened. My god was i so fucking hard. I don't even know how many loads i dropped but i was beating it for quite awhile that my friends would rudely interrupt my video as they kept calling my phone. So there it was, in a way I'm happy i have videos because I can revisit it over and over again.
And my god did she come back home insatiable. She was literally clinging on to me, quizzing me about how it was to see it. We fucked like rabbits as we put the video on our TV. She begged me to fill her up and remind her who she belonged to.
So yeah she played around for a couple more times after with the same fellow. They hung around the same crowd so it was convenient in a way. She didn't have to go through the anxiety of boundaries etc. But we ended up politely ending it with him after. Just some small vibes of attachment on his end were surfacing and not gonna lie, i dont ask for much with the video. I dont need everything filmed. But if most of the time all i can see is her belly button then we got issues. And that was what sealed the deal for me. So for awhile we laid low. We had enough material anyways. Our foreplay eventually almost always starts with mutual masturbation. She'll be watching me as i watch her videos being fucked. Oh she would orgasm so fast and so frequently as she relishes over how hard i get seeing an amateur porn video meant only for my viewing pleasure. Or at least save the whole video for myself. I sometimes show a couple buddies on our boys night out sneak peaks of it as I sit so smugly by myself in a bar ignoring women trying to get my attention. Something about having such a fucking sexually deviant submissive woman that's devoted to me just makes me want her more in every way possible. Why else do i need to look around?
Anyhow after months of teasing my girl as i tell her I showed a certain select few of my buddies, I think she is enjoying the fact that I'm purposely not telling her who they are so she can enjoy guessing as they all come over to hang out. Safe to say we've been visited a lot lately since I opened up about that to my closest pals. Too bad it didn't turn into a threesome or gangbang. Maybeeee soon.
But for now!
Luckily we met a lovely photographer/shibari practitioner who was more than flattered to oblige as our third. He actually met my girl first before I met him. He posted a last minute ad for a rope play bondage theme shoot as someone cancelled on him very last minute. As the stars aligned, he was in the city and it was my girl's day off that day. Giddily she asked for my blessing to take him up on the shoot. It was a full on nude set. Honestly that was probably what gave us the courage to actually pursue stagging. She went in there full of confidence knowing that she'll be gifting me professionally done artful nude pics. She was so consumed in providing me new "material" that even though she knew she'd be baring herself to another man was not even concerning for her. Let alone be completely under his control. Anyhow it was a nerve wracking 2 hours for me. More so concerned for her safety rather than thinking they're probably fucking. I actually even got super turned on imagining that they did. But turns out it was as wholesome as a nude shoot could have been.
But flash forward to current times...
He's back in town this February and we already got a playdate lined up for him and my lady. Can't fucking wait how its gonna turn out because he actually has a hard on for making sex tapes. And the fact that rope play and some bdsm will be in the mix possibly! Literally stoked for my own professionally edited porn film and the star is none other than my favourite human. Definitely gonna be some great spank material. Will gladly share and keep y'all posted.
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