Virgin to this, fears and thoughts

Oct 23, 2022
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I am relatively young.
For 10 years I have been incredibly turned on by the idea of my partner cheating on me. It gets me every time… something about the adrenaline rush and feeling contested I guess.

I have never been cheated on or broken up with by anyone, in fact I have been the one always doing the sinning. I am not submissive in anyway neither do I enjoy the humiliation of cuckoldry.

In fact, I don’t take people trying to disrespect me without putting a fight.

I’ve always had the itch about seeing this fantasy go through but the stakes are high.

Once I cum and crashed back into non-horniness I fear how I would feel about the whole thing.


Did anyone go through this and can relate to it? Any advice on if I should or shouldn’t, how you guys cope when you are not horny, do you not experience regret?
 
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