donna j

It is not easy to admit one's submissive status in a forum such as this site, when who knows who might read it. However I have been instructed to do so and therefor I am complying.

I am an executive in a business, which is always a difficult achievement for a woman. Many people assume that any woman who achieves a high position in an organization "fucked and sucked her way up the ladder". I hear such comments behind my back just as I hear "bitch", "cunt" and the like because I demand high standards of my subordinates.\

In my private life I need to get away from responsibility. When I first turned to extramarital sex I thought it would be just occasionally and just for fun. But then a man treated me roughly and demanded that I obey him -- serve him -- or be punished. That kind of treatment triggered something in me and I began to need such treatment regularly.

donna