Recent content by Variance

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    Playing with men on your own

    I never swallowed with the one guy I gave blowjobs to. Instead—each time—I took a facial. I discovered I loved the feeling of warm sperm shooting into my face. And I’d always run to a mirror right afterwards. To see myself, looking like an emasculated cum-slut. And knowing he came from looking...
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    Playing with men on your own

    Stepping back objectively, I don’t think we’re a good match at all. I’m 37, she’s 25 and the age difference can make things challenging. When we’re out for drinks with her friends, I try to fit in, and at least look younger than I am. But I feel intimidated, like a total outsider, like I’m...
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    Playing with men on your own

    Particularly recently, I’ve come to assume my gf/soon-to-be-fiancée (hopefully), is going to cheat on me someday, sooner than later. She doesn’t even know what cuckolding is, and would break up with me quick, if I simply confessed that I jerk off regularly, imagining her getting fucked. So, I...
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    The Shame of Being Outed

    My wife cheated on me at her friend’s wedding (I had to work that wknd, so she’d gone without me). I was completely blind-sided when she confessed and scared she was going to leave me. I even made excuses for her, like, “it’s a wedding, lots of drinking, I get it.” And I let her frame it as a...
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    Playing with men on your own

    I gave several BJs to a guy back in ’19. I was 100% hetero until then w/zero curiosity, but after learning my then-wife cheated, I went from jerking off, imagining my wife getting fucked…to showing off my wife’s boudoir pics as I submitted to a dominant alpha-male. After we divorced (due to...
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    Really want to give a guy a blowjob while he looks at pictures of my wife

    I showed off my wife pics to a guy I’d met online, a few years back, after learning she’d cheated. Totally something I’d never remotely considered doing before. But after a couple months jerking off imagining my wife getting fucked, I developed an intense, and completely out-of-the-blue...
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    Feeling cuckolded but w/o real-life consequence

    Hi, I just wanted to say hello to the group & give a little back-story of where I'm coming from... I developed my initial cuck-curiosity, back in 2019, after my then-wife confessed to cheating on me. I was scared of her leaving me. And rather than get angry, I made excuses for her like, “it...