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I told her about this thread though tonight. Said it was my only outlet for my pent up anxiety and asked her if she wanted to read it. She’s very curious but refrained because she didn’t want to put a damper on this for me. It would be different if I knew she was reading this. Anyway, she will...

I’d like to share the video but can’t, sorry.

Tonight we talked about her having sex with other guys besides her one fuck friend. She said right now this one guy is enough for her but maybe someday she would want more sex with other guys in the future. She said she hasn’t thought about it much since she so excited for her June trip to...

So she made a video tonight of her sucking my cock to send to her bf. She told me what she was doing and I was down with it all. I even got her a sexy red bra at Victoria’s Secret to wear in the video. Yeah, I’m all in at this point.

You guys wanted me to keep you informed so I am. Keeping you informed is me telling you what’s going on and what’s going through my head leading up to this 5-day fuckfest in a five star hotel in June. If you want less then let me know.

We’ve been talking about the drama issue. Before it was was something still on the table. When we talk about it now though I don’t have an option. She said it herself to me one time recently, “this isn’t open for discussion, I need this.”

Me: “Honey, I love when you suck my cock but you never want to when I ask you to”... Wife: “Well you never tell me how much you like it and express to me how much you like it”

Diversion tactics similar to Russian kgb. She’s good

She’s doing it with or without my permission. It’s not even up for discussion. Tried to talk to her last night when I got back from my business trip in Minnesota. Every concern I had that we discussed (i.e. why won’t she suck my cock but she will suck this guys cock dry the minute she gets in...

That was uslover609’s idea, she is very wise also

Very wise insight, thank you. I have since calmed down and been more accepting of it. I’m on a business trip this week and she sent me a video of her with a vibrator. She hasn’t done that in a very long time, probably not since we were first dating. She told me that she sent the video to her bf...

One other piece of information I didn’t include in the previous posts, this guy was the reason she wanted to do the open relationship thing before we got married. We were not in a rut then. The open relationship was working great for me before she ended it. I was fucking a girl once a week and...

bluemax - Thank you for your insights and words of wisdom. You give me hope. The rut was about stale sex, her low self esteem and I think lack of respect for me. “Allowing” her to do this, or more accurately being cool about it may earn that back. I had a discussion with her last night about her...

So just an update, I found out today that she is going down there for 5 days instead of the 4 she originally told me. I know if I bring it up she will say she told me 4 nights, not 4 days. She just started a new job so she has very little vacation time. Is it me or is this starting to get out of...

I can’t give her what she needs sexually. She wants to be thrown around and demeaned. I can only worship her and treat her with respect. I’ve tried to be a dom but it comes across unconvincing and not believable. She needs this to be fulfilled so I wont stand in the way as long as I’m fulfilled...

Thanks. I won’t bail, I’ll fill you in and let you know how her trip in June goes. Will probably need more advice when she gets back... She says she’s thinking about doing a zoom call and making me watch them fuck. Will be the first time for me watching only, either on zoom or in person.

I see from the mostly negative responses that my situation is dire. And I appreciate all your feedback and honesty. I’ve been reading everything I could find and listening to podcasts on this subject and everything I have read and heard said the relationship should be strong before embarking on...

I do want it Samsh, It’s been a fantasy of mine for a few years. Just conflicted about the circumstances leading up to it is all and wanted to get advice on what I should do given these circumstances. I also wanted to post this so I can get this off my chest and just be able to talk about it...

Sorry, I’m not judging anyone. Everyone has their kinks and I am one of them.

Wormwood, you hit the nail on the head. Is this not the ultimate subservient cuck fantasy come true? It wouldn’t be the same if I gave her my permission, even though I kind of did. I mean I could stop her from going if I gave her the ultimatum. But as you pointed out earlier, that option...