All advice given hits it. But you need to come out of your regret. Start jerking to it, play it in your brain in a loop and you will get more and more excited about next time. Don't go into negative territory.
Well, I see your point. But it's not like they were a couple. Sounds more like platonic friends... I'd have an issue with my ...... turning up with a random girl...
Cathy, I think it's also the women's assurance to not have missed out. Really big guys are hard to come by and the package needs to be right too. So not to disappoint themselves and protect themselves women will manage their expectations. Once the Genie is out of the bottle, this changes....
This is the most difficult part - accepting who you are and just live it. It's liberating. No more pretending being an alpha, just submit and be a cuckold.