I love sucking cock and kissing and licking his balls. I think people don't understand a guy needs to clean himself out real well before getting fucked.
And just remember, you're the lucky guy that's going to clean their cum from his cock and balls then bury your face in that sloppy,cum filled, smelly, hairy mess of a well used and beat up pussy. Make sure to clean the cum from her asshole too.
It is, I was lucky in that I was seduced by a gay friend. I love sucking his big cock and getting fucked as much as I love eating and fucking a wet ,hairy smelly pussy.
Relax , enjoy and embrace your new interest in cock. We're all bi IMO, no biggie. After I sucked my 1st cock I felt good about it, no guilty or fucked up feelings I expected to have. Kinda felt it was a pretty normal experience. In addition it was hot as hell too.
Not sure handled fits, I would think it's more like coaching , explaining and encouraging unless you prefer being sub and femmy then I would say handling . Just my opinion.