Hello friends,
In my previous posts, I've talked a bit about my self-chastising and how it's been more of a masturbatory aid than actual chastity in the sense that it was more edging play than denial. My wife doesn't play, at all, so this is a solo adventure.
At my last update, I had been wearing chastity most nights after my wife went to bed for a few hours before eventually unlocking and masturbating to cuckold/bbc/chastity/sissy porn. It got to the point that reaching orgasm started to become difficult. I decided a change was needed.
So last week, I created a new set of rules for myself:
1. I can only engage in sexual behaviors such as watching porn, daydreaming about sex, any form of play with myself, to ONLY be allowable when I'm wearing chastity. I'm not allowed to use vibrators, and any orgasms in chastity must be from visual or anal stimulation only.
2. I bought two realistic (bbc) dildos, one is 7" and the other 9", and I practice sucking and anal but only when in chastity.
3. I don't think about sex on any level when not in chastity, so when I take off the cage, I forbid myself from masturbating. For instance, I'm in my cage as I write this.
So far, it's working. It's been about 5 days and so far my record is 9 hours in chastity. I haven't cum at all in these last 5 days. I'm trying to 'prep' myself for meeting guys (in chastity and dressed as a female) soon. I really want to be a sissy bottom for a man, woman (pegging), or couple. I also want to be able to cum from anal / other chastity play, but I have masturbated too much and need to be re-sensitized, which chastity is helping with. A spontaneous orgasm in chastity is the ultimate goal of course.
More updates when there's something to tell
In my previous posts, I've talked a bit about my self-chastising and how it's been more of a masturbatory aid than actual chastity in the sense that it was more edging play than denial. My wife doesn't play, at all, so this is a solo adventure.
At my last update, I had been wearing chastity most nights after my wife went to bed for a few hours before eventually unlocking and masturbating to cuckold/bbc/chastity/sissy porn. It got to the point that reaching orgasm started to become difficult. I decided a change was needed.
So last week, I created a new set of rules for myself:
1. I can only engage in sexual behaviors such as watching porn, daydreaming about sex, any form of play with myself, to ONLY be allowable when I'm wearing chastity. I'm not allowed to use vibrators, and any orgasms in chastity must be from visual or anal stimulation only.
2. I bought two realistic (bbc) dildos, one is 7" and the other 9", and I practice sucking and anal but only when in chastity.
3. I don't think about sex on any level when not in chastity, so when I take off the cage, I forbid myself from masturbating. For instance, I'm in my cage as I write this.
So far, it's working. It's been about 5 days and so far my record is 9 hours in chastity. I haven't cum at all in these last 5 days. I'm trying to 'prep' myself for meeting guys (in chastity and dressed as a female) soon. I really want to be a sissy bottom for a man, woman (pegging), or couple. I also want to be able to cum from anal / other chastity play, but I have masturbated too much and need to be re-sensitized, which chastity is helping with. A spontaneous orgasm in chastity is the ultimate goal of course.
More updates when there's something to tell
