Hi, a little bit of background can be read in my other thread
www.wifewantstoplay.com
I realized it might be helpful to have someone to talk to. As I am struggling with kind of being ashamed, I was thinking that talking to a respectable bull - a source of my irrational shame in real life could potentially alleviate the struggle and help me to accept my desires and kinks.
I haven't done this because I have never been interested in wasting time with bullshitters who are just trying to get off on pics, but if there's an experienced guy who is genuinely interested in let's say mentoring me, it might be intriguing idea for me. If so, text me, I am interested to learn what your motivation is.
Angst, shame, guilt
I have been living with my kink more than ten years. At the beginning I struggled with the fact that it gets me horny thinking about my wife having sex with someone else. I overcame that struggle after some time and accepted it for what it is. We are still yet to find a guy for her, but as me...

I realized it might be helpful to have someone to talk to. As I am struggling with kind of being ashamed, I was thinking that talking to a respectable bull - a source of my irrational shame in real life could potentially alleviate the struggle and help me to accept my desires and kinks.
I haven't done this because I have never been interested in wasting time with bullshitters who are just trying to get off on pics, but if there's an experienced guy who is genuinely interested in let's say mentoring me, it might be intriguing idea for me. If so, text me, I am interested to learn what your motivation is.