embarrassment and excitement when men do things to your wife in public place

We had a local regular bbc bull who once a month we would book an apartment for the weekend in the town about 30 mile away so we could out clubbing without worrying about bumping into friends or family. It was the start of our cuckolding journey, up till then I was more involved in the sex. We hit a few bars and building the tension sexually, it was surreal as they got more intimate , in the one bar I went to get drinks and left them, returning to see wife under table giving him head, I tried to block the view from people around, as well as getting an instant hard on, but about 30 seconds later, a bouncer came over and said we had to leave some one had complained, we left and found another club, bit lower end sort, but playing good music. Wife and Marcus soon dancing on a packed dancefloor, she had her back to him, twerking into his groin, I watched as his hands reached round, slipping inside her dress and exposing her breasts as he grabbed them. It turned me on looking at people watching them, seeing the cogs going on in their heads🤷🏼‍♂️
 
I like, when conditions are right, using someone’s wife in front of hubby and strangers.
A few times , while hubby sits in the front seat, I’ve had the wife blow me in the back seat
Yes very exciting for the cuck hubby as well. I would happily drive you and her around. I would have the mirror set so I could watch.
 
I have seen a few men touch my wife inapprpriately and sometimes intimately in bars and clubs and even in church and i get this rush of humiliation, mostly from fear of other people seeing this happen and seeing me do nothing to protect her virtue. But i also get a massive thrill and will the guy or guys to push things.

Anyone else feel these emotions?
When we first met Jo belonged to a riders club even though she didn't ride I would take her to the chapter meetings. At the chapter she used to belong to there was a male member who after the meeting would say to Jo " I want a hug " she would let him give her a hug and he would grab her by the ass and pull her into his crotch all the time looking me right in the eyes. I asked her about him and she said "oh that's just him " but she didn't stop it from happening. I think she liked it , I know I did. I eventually talked her into fucking a friend of hers and that is still going on but not as often as I would like