Jerk off fantasy

Having a cock in your mouth is soooo different than licking pussy. It would be ideal to have them side by side where a female is encouraging me to bring out my girlie side. But the feeling of fullness in your mouth, the taboo of feeling the first drops of precum. Then, if you are girlie enough, forcin yourself to keep your mouth steady as the cums and not let a drop be wasted. No wonder they call it Pride. It does take balls, or male clitoris to do this stuff!
I'll never forget sucking my first cock and the balls just filled my mouth with jizz I swallowed it all and couldn't wait to please him the next day...
 
My thing is to have a guy stroke my pantie bulge while wearing shiny satin panties .I go dogging and let some doggers do this while I sit in the car .I have one particular guy who loves doing it .it's so sexy feeling him caress my cock and balls through the satin and run his hands up my stockings .Eventually I have to get my cock out and wank while he caresses my panties covered balls ..recently he has taken over wanking me .I've had some of my wife's boyfriends do similar