Kinky couple dillemas

Hi. It was totall crap in my past relationship. What was that? Was she serious? Or just for fun? If for fun, why does she did a tattoo with my name and birth date?
HELP ME WITH HONEST OPINION PLEASE

The Story

We met on january and spoke maybe 10-15 times to last week on august
On 1st or 2nd september she started be mean and cruel without any reason. Agreed dailly for talk and choosed hour and havent been online, just was laugh at me. Coz like she said, she acting bitchy, coz got new nigga and been sure he gonna give her a relationship. 3 days day by day did such ...... to me. On 4 or 5 day he left her, so she backed with cry to me.
We agreed before, she gonna prove me her "love" by tattoo by name... I didnt broke, coz been waiting for that at least, as a small revenge
So-she made a tattoo on 4.11.2023 and been in a big love
14.11.2023 Ive contacted with that guy she was typing abt relationship on september. I Lied him, she loves him a lot and doesnt want anyone else. Me too. She contacted her on the same day. On the evening ive asked if he sent her any message. Her answer was: friends? Buahaha she dumped me immediatly, like I good know all the time and told her it will be like that.

I dont understand ppl
-what did she wanted from me, what for planned travel, life etc and chat dailly for hours then? 😱
4.11 Tattoo with my name
14-1st message from september guy and immediatly over with me. She never again contacted me. We chatted for a while 4 times. Few messages, on the same month.

Also after that idiotic obviously question you all see here maded on 20oct, Ive said that now she has to do some things or get lost. If she likes to showing her body dailly so much, we chatting only with her camera on-ofc she is fully naked. She agreed. Also for example she ******** into glass and ******* it...
I dont understand such people. No I didnt send her any money. Told her on september that she is last person I will give her any cash. Ex[;ained to go to those, who she has a time and care abt them emotionally and sexually... They should pay, I should have it for free.
BTW-I was mad only, coz caught her on 1st or 2nd week, she is going to "......" dailly on 22/// ofc was going on fetlife to this guy. Ive hacked her account one day later.
If not that things, I would be okay by her sextings etc. Treated it like a cuckold, but she was looking for him and others, and spoke abt sex+their relationship together.
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I was sexting, exchanging videos, pics, plaining relationships, meet in real and he did hack me and caught me alot of times lied me dally few times and got caught I'd apologise but still go back in my bad habits of lying i wes a sex toy and our intimacy never existed bun had no problem with strengers nd giving them attention...it was so bad that L'assumed him one time when he was in hospital Moving forward i goy a new gul conversations were awsome and I had shared with fam lots of info just 3days of knowing himi roth on my normalnd sexuel lifestyle I shared so much in those days unlike what u had ever told This other guy in a span of 10 momirs. We would maki plans to talii bun I'd always let him walt for me i became so cruel and just old things that would apart him... delay his reply leave him on bluticks laugh at him ami just be a total bitch I want him hack cara situationshipleft me but i stil went on hant and when he gave me few chances (very hardi always chose them. He has never been my frend on the linkt site and he feels as ift always hide us for all the time from whole world he feels as if that I am satramed of hem plice I never asked for has sociola never acided him on mine Being a kinki couple mears honesty one
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he wanted & lir and he was comfortable giving and doing whatever wanted i thought it was all bluffing besides why would I believe him considering we didn't meet 1st time) un very iinit btw) Id constantly le and be in communication with other pinople on the site I loved being on tallung stage and the adrenaline that came with having new people to talk to even though they really didn' mewn nothing to me just loved the 2min attention they gave me plun the excitement that came with new converunions.....most of this people would ghost at some point unlike him, it's the longest aver relationship to get off the site
I was sexting exchanging videos, ples, plaining relationships, meet in new and he did hack me and caught me alot of times...i ked me daily few times and got caught I'd apologise but still go back to my had habilis of tying I was a sex toy and nur intimacy never existed but han no problem with strangerz nd giving them attention...it was so bad thot I assumed him one time when he was in hospital... Moving forward goy a new gul conversations were awsome and I had shared with him Ints of info juat Artays of knowing ham both an ray normal nd sexu lifestyle shared so much in those 3days unike what u hed ever toid Inis other guy in a span of 10 months Wie would make plans to talli lu I'd always let him walt for me i besame so cruel and just did things that would upset him.........dalay his reply, leave him on blutioks lough at him and just be a total bitoh I want him back coz s siluationshipleft ma, butr stil went on hunt and when he gave me few chances (very hard) kiways chose then. Ha has never been my friend on the kinkieta and he feele as ift alwaya hide us for all the time from whale warld he feels as if that 1 arm salterned of irim plius trester asked for his socials never added him on mine Being a kinki couple means honesty one time he asked me about seme sexual encounter no litoid han ite cone of his business..... that totally threw him off
....i do take responsibility for my actions constant validation but at times I do súp up and I end up annoying him with My actions, we are drifting day by day and it was al fun and games but now we have gone too far: kinds like him he checks all my boxer... he is gentle, careset when happy he is also a smer guy do appreciate when ho teuches me stuff he loves travelling and is not a boring company when on good Terms
Its now 10months later he is supposed to come over for his second vart but everything is already ao massed up he doesn't touat me re much am open to meeting with him But I nove potne to realisation that maybe I do went something more serious with him i'd love to work things out but he doesn't trust me, should he give thin chance? We have lots in common and stiere links bath soft and hardcore hardcore.... Will he ever be able to forget and moves way from the past? Can me and him work out? Should we give this a chance what advice would you give give pis we are en interracial couple

We agreed before, she gonna prove me her "love" by tattoo by name... I didnt broke, coz been waiting for that at least, as a small revenge
So-she made a tattoo on 4.11.2023 and been in a big love
14.11.2023 Ive contacted with that guy she was typing abt relationship on september. I Lied him, she loves him a lot and doesnt want anyone else. Me too. She contacted her on the same day. On the evening ive asked if he sent her any message. Her answer was: friends? Buahaha she dumped me immediatly, like I good know all the time and told her it will be like that.

I dont understand ppl
-what did she wanted from me, what for planned travel, life etc and chat dailly for hours then? 😱
4.11 Tattoo with my name
14-1st message from september guy and immediatly over with me. She never again contacted me. We chatted for a while 4 times. Few messages, on the same month.

Also after that idiotic obviously question you all see here maded on 20oct, Ive said that now she has to do some things or get lost. If she likes to showing her body dailly so much, we chatting only with her camera on-ofc she is fully naked. She agreed. Also for example she ******** into glass and ******* it...
I dont understand such people. No I didnt send her any money. Told her on september that she is last person I will give her any cash. Ex[;ained to go to those, who she has a time and care abt them emotionally and sexually... They should pay, I should have it for free.
BTW-I was mad only, coz caught her on 1st or 2nd week, she is going to "......" dailly on 22/// ofc was going on fetlife to this guy. Ive hacked her account one day later.
If not that things, I would be okay by her sextings etc. Treated it like a cuckold, but she was looking for him and others, and spoke abt sex+their relationship together.