I don't know if this is the right place for this, I just need to talk about the experience we've had since my wife was ready to seriously explore ...... with other men.
A little back story, my wife was a virgin when we started dating 10 years ago. Despite that, she has a much higher sex drive than I do. I'm good with a couple times a week but we haven't figured how much is "enough" for her yet. I always felt bad that she was always able to fulfill my wants (she has literally never turned me down for sex) yet I knew that while she was totally content with our sex life, she wasn't being totally fulfilled like I was. So about a year ago after some pillow talk I just threw it out there that if she wanted to date/...... with other men she could. I told her that whatever shape that took for her whether have a boyfriend or 2 or if she just wanted to fuck around I was okay with it. The biggest road block for her was simply putting herself out there. She is a bbw but she struggles with self esteem and body image. I told her that if she did she would be shocked by the number of guys that were interested and she obviously didnt believe me.
After talking about it on and off for the following year she decided she was ready to seriously explore it and atleast put her self out there. She decided that she wasn't looking for anything emotional or to date anyone, she just wanted sex. To take it a step further she just wanted to feel used, she just wanted to be submissive and essentially be a fucktoy for guys. Which was super hot for me to hear her vocalize that desire. Once she made profiles on a couple apps I was proven right and there plenty of guys interested, to the point that I essentially became her assistant pre screening guys because she felt so overwhelmed. She loved the attention and the feeling of being desired and I loved that for her. One night she was talking to a few guys while we laid in bed and I told her it turned me on seeing her enjoying the attention so she put her phone down and started giving a handjob. I told she could keep chatting if she wanted "are you sure?" "Yes I'm sure". She had a hard time doing both and would stop stroking me "sorry adhd brain" "no its fine, they deserve your attention more than me right now". She realized that I really do get turned on be the cuckold dynamic and for the first time leaned into being a cuckoldress, even stopping when i was ready to cum "your not allowed to cum yet". So she proceeded to edge me with her left hand(she's right handed) while I got to watch her smile and giggle sexting with these guys and enjoying their dick pics. It was so fucking hot for both of us.
Weirdly enough she ended up talking to a guy who is realized was married to a girl I was friends in school(they are in the enm lifestyle). He wasn't the best looking or that big compared to other guys she was talking to but we knew they are good people and she felt safe which was important for the first time. I encouraged her to go by herself for the first time so she could just relax and not worry about what I was thinking or have to put on a show for me. It was excruciating while she was gone, I took an edible to try and relax but it didnt help.
When she finally got home and after she got something to eat (she worked up and appetite) she had 2 things that she decided she wanted going forward. 1. She wanted me there from now on, she wanted me to watch. 2. She wanted big. She always needed clitorial stimulation to get off with me but he had made her cum 3 or 4 times just from penetration. In her own words "he wasn't really thicker than you just a couple inches longer and if he could make me cum like that. How many times am I gonna cum on a really big dick" (her turning into a size queen is such a turn on for me as well).
This experience so far has been so much fun. We have had alot more sex than normal these last couple of weeks due to the newness and excitement. Honestly though the best part so far is her starting to see what I and all of her...gentleman callers see is that she is a beautiful sexy woman and she is very desirable. Little by little she is getting more confident. I love her so much and I just want the world for her.
Sorry if this ends up a rambling mess but I just needed to get this stuff of my chest.
A little back story, my wife was a virgin when we started dating 10 years ago. Despite that, she has a much higher sex drive than I do. I'm good with a couple times a week but we haven't figured how much is "enough" for her yet. I always felt bad that she was always able to fulfill my wants (she has literally never turned me down for sex) yet I knew that while she was totally content with our sex life, she wasn't being totally fulfilled like I was. So about a year ago after some pillow talk I just threw it out there that if she wanted to date/...... with other men she could. I told her that whatever shape that took for her whether have a boyfriend or 2 or if she just wanted to fuck around I was okay with it. The biggest road block for her was simply putting herself out there. She is a bbw but she struggles with self esteem and body image. I told her that if she did she would be shocked by the number of guys that were interested and she obviously didnt believe me.
After talking about it on and off for the following year she decided she was ready to seriously explore it and atleast put her self out there. She decided that she wasn't looking for anything emotional or to date anyone, she just wanted sex. To take it a step further she just wanted to feel used, she just wanted to be submissive and essentially be a fucktoy for guys. Which was super hot for me to hear her vocalize that desire. Once she made profiles on a couple apps I was proven right and there plenty of guys interested, to the point that I essentially became her assistant pre screening guys because she felt so overwhelmed. She loved the attention and the feeling of being desired and I loved that for her. One night she was talking to a few guys while we laid in bed and I told her it turned me on seeing her enjoying the attention so she put her phone down and started giving a handjob. I told she could keep chatting if she wanted "are you sure?" "Yes I'm sure". She had a hard time doing both and would stop stroking me "sorry adhd brain" "no its fine, they deserve your attention more than me right now". She realized that I really do get turned on be the cuckold dynamic and for the first time leaned into being a cuckoldress, even stopping when i was ready to cum "your not allowed to cum yet". So she proceeded to edge me with her left hand(she's right handed) while I got to watch her smile and giggle sexting with these guys and enjoying their dick pics. It was so fucking hot for both of us.
Weirdly enough she ended up talking to a guy who is realized was married to a girl I was friends in school(they are in the enm lifestyle). He wasn't the best looking or that big compared to other guys she was talking to but we knew they are good people and she felt safe which was important for the first time. I encouraged her to go by herself for the first time so she could just relax and not worry about what I was thinking or have to put on a show for me. It was excruciating while she was gone, I took an edible to try and relax but it didnt help.
When she finally got home and after she got something to eat (she worked up and appetite) she had 2 things that she decided she wanted going forward. 1. She wanted me there from now on, she wanted me to watch. 2. She wanted big. She always needed clitorial stimulation to get off with me but he had made her cum 3 or 4 times just from penetration. In her own words "he wasn't really thicker than you just a couple inches longer and if he could make me cum like that. How many times am I gonna cum on a really big dick" (her turning into a size queen is such a turn on for me as well).
This experience so far has been so much fun. We have had alot more sex than normal these last couple of weeks due to the newness and excitement. Honestly though the best part so far is her starting to see what I and all of her...gentleman callers see is that she is a beautiful sexy woman and she is very desirable. Little by little she is getting more confident. I love her so much and I just want the world for her.
Sorry if this ends up a rambling mess but I just needed to get this stuff of my chest.
