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[ifap4]

Hello, we have tried a few threesomes, one being good the other two not so much.
Our latest play was last week, this time I decided just to watch and can't believe how turned on I was, I was rock hard watching my wife let herself go, we had discussed clean up but I was unsure if I could do it, especially in front of the bull, but after he came in her I was so turned on I just dove in and cleaned her pussy, then reclaimed her, her bull loved that.
I've wanted to clean her after I've cum but PNC always kicks in and I struggle.
We always said she would never play alone but now we are coming round to trying it, having her lock me up then go out to be filled with cum, it is a huge turn on thinking about her coming home with a pussy and panties full of another man's cum for me to clean.
She I'd definitely up for it, now asking how much cum I'd like to see leaking from her pussy and if I'd like to fuck her filled with cum, something I haven't done yet but wish to try.
Is all of this normal for a cuck, we are just finding our way at the moment.
I'd love to get some context from other cucks and hotwives.
Thank you for listening.

 

[TestingthWater]

I feel it's normal, we went into swinging for couples play and we'll I am not sure what happened but I think one day we were watching some porn and she said "wouldn't you like to watch me get fucked?"
It was a innocent enough because I said I had and that's when she said but how about a big cock guy and that shocked me but got me hard.
After that we started joking about cucking and all of sudden I have a profile and arrange bulls for a date. The first time she called me a good cuck, I almost cummed without stroking.
Our rules have changed so much since we started and it keeps changing. She is very hesitant for alone play however but I wouldn't mind it. I like when she talks to bulls or orders me around to do things for "guys". It would be awesome to prep her for date night.
I like serving her and her bulls and I never expected that to be in the cards for me.

 

[ifap4]

I feel it's normal, we went into swinging for couples play and we'll I am not sure what happened but I think one day we were watching some porn and she said "wouldn't you like to watch me get fucked?"
It was a innocent enough because I said I had and that's when she said but how about a big cock guy and that shocked me but got me hard.
After that we started joking about cucking and all of sudden I have a profile and arrange bulls for a date. The first time she called me a good cuck, I almost cummed without stroking.
Our rules have changed so much since we started and it keeps changing. She is very hesitant for alone play however but I wouldn't mind it. I like when she talks to bulls or orders me around to do things for "guys". It would be awesome to prep her for date night.
I like serving her and her bulls and I never expected that to be in the cards for me

Thank you for the reply.