Before I admitted to her I want to be a cuckold (September 2023)
- She told me several years ago that she was very disappointed the first time we had sex. I came after a few minutes before she did.
- At the beginning of our relationship she joked saying I was only her second best lover. After a while she let it go and said now I was the best. I didn't believe her. This became true.
- Even though I am 7x5.5 she said she would prefer it if I was a good bit thicker and a bit longer.
- For about 8 years we have been using large cocksleeves regularly. Her orgasms are totally different, crazy intense and multiple.
- She laughs when she feels my dick falling out of her big pussy.
- She loves the idea I am not big enough to fill her big pussy.
- She enjoyed telling me about her intense sexlife with a huge cock ex who was recently a colleague.
- Sex is almost always in a position with her back to me.
- She loves to ride a big dildo with me watching.
- She manages our finances.
- She defines when we have sex.
- She agreed that I should try jelqing or penis pumping to make me bigger.
- She admitted she is a size queen.
- She admitted recently after 21 years together that she had 2 better lovers than me. One definitely had a bigger dick than me and probably the other also. They both were assertive dominant lovers. I am guessing there are even more lovers who are better than me. She laughed when I said this.
- She admitted if she would be a hotwife she would like a dominant guy.
- She fantasizes at least once a month about fucking a strong athletic guy.
- She said she doesn't want me watching while she is with someone else. I must wait somewhere.
- If I cum too quickly she is annoyed, orgasms with a vibe. If we have a second session she will orgasm quickly with a vibe and not let me cum.
- She has listened to a podcast about cuckolding (Cuckoldress) and said afterwards that the main thing is I must not push her, to be patient, and it will be her decision.
- Her Bukkake fantasy (wow): Gets crazy turned on thinking about the video of cap dagde woman giving 2 guys a BJ. She cums super fast when she thinks about this. She doesn't want me there and wants them to cum on her tits.
- Asking me once a week for Max (her favourite sleeve) to fuck her.
- While I fuck her in spoons she imagines she is in reverse cowgirl with another guy and I am licking her pussy.
- Her favourite story that I have ever written, was me caged and her fucking her self upstairs with a huge dildo pretending it's another guy. She totally dominates me and I cleaned her up in the story.
- I told her she won't let me lick her anymore and asked if it's because I am not any good....no answer. I asked if she had guys much better than me, she said no. I said I know that's a lie and she laughed out loud.
- She might be interested in going to a swingers club and or an erotic expo.
