As I bi cuck, I enjoy pleasuring by anus, even if it is only dildos and bananas. I enjoy my own scent (hope no one is too repulsed) it is similar to my wife's anal scent. But I always thought it was pure butt sweat from having the guy hidden between cheeks (large butt cheeks in my wife's case)
I have watched enough porn of women eating fruit out their butt that I also do it. I always wash with soap before playing with myself though. But this morning, I was fingering my butt and then smelling and licking my finger as I was listening to a boring meeting on zoom (camera off!) Same strong musky odor. But the first time I thought it looked brownish. So I cleaned it on a piece of copy paper on my desk. It was definitely a small amount of feces which the toilet paper had missed an hour earlier. It was more a stain than an actual particle.
So I started wondering if all these years, I have been licking up small particles or stains of feces from my wife and myself whenever I lick her or lick my fruit pieces. Instead of being repulsed, I was turned on. So I went upstairs and propped a chair against our full length mirror. Legs up on the wall and not-too-soft banana in hand. I proceeded to insert it half way and then pop it out. A small piece of shit did stick to one side of the banana. I cleaned it off with a paper towel and inserted again further in and broke half the banana off.
Enjoyed its pressure against my prostate and then slowly pushed it out into my hand. This time I bit a large piece of and swallowed. It made me really hard. then inserted the rest back in and again pushed out. Chewed it and swallowed.
It sort of felt like the first times I swallowed cum. A mixture of repulsion and eroticism.
In conclusion, Im not about to go chomping down shit like a pig, but remnants of feces are what Ive really been smelling and licking for 30 years...
I have watched enough porn of women eating fruit out their butt that I also do it. I always wash with soap before playing with myself though. But this morning, I was fingering my butt and then smelling and licking my finger as I was listening to a boring meeting on zoom (camera off!) Same strong musky odor. But the first time I thought it looked brownish. So I cleaned it on a piece of copy paper on my desk. It was definitely a small amount of feces which the toilet paper had missed an hour earlier. It was more a stain than an actual particle.
So I started wondering if all these years, I have been licking up small particles or stains of feces from my wife and myself whenever I lick her or lick my fruit pieces. Instead of being repulsed, I was turned on. So I went upstairs and propped a chair against our full length mirror. Legs up on the wall and not-too-soft banana in hand. I proceeded to insert it half way and then pop it out. A small piece of shit did stick to one side of the banana. I cleaned it off with a paper towel and inserted again further in and broke half the banana off.
Enjoyed its pressure against my prostate and then slowly pushed it out into my hand. This time I bit a large piece of and swallowed. It made me really hard. then inserted the rest back in and again pushed out. Chewed it and swallowed.
It sort of felt like the first times I swallowed cum. A mixture of repulsion and eroticism.
In conclusion, Im not about to go chomping down shit like a pig, but remnants of feces are what Ive really been smelling and licking for 30 years...
