Maybe I should have been a girl.

Yes, You were quite androgynous. Likeing sucking cock doesn't make you an less of a man. It just makes you less hetro.

I don't know that transitioning will help or not. I guess the question is do you think of yourself as a woman? Or feel like one?
 
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Well as a fully dressing cd my wife sometimes comments that I would like to be a woman , I’m not hairy and love all that being fem entails , the clothes , make up etc etc - love to watch women when we are out - how they walk , behave there mannerisms etc - sometimes yes I would love to be a girl - not a garish over dressed tart look , but a normal dressed fit in kind of look . Also when fully dressed happiest when doing washings , cooking etc lol lol oh and shopping - but when not dressed I’m your average guy guy - into motorbikes and guy stuff - my wife says well if it’s inside you nothing you can do about it and I agree - but I can and do keep the fem side in check too -.
 
A good post. Yes, though having a feminine side, if I was a girl I would be very average looking, certainly not an overdressed tart, more like your everyday housewife in a simple dress or sensible skirt. I suppose I feel it most when I am sucking off my mate and taking a feminine role, being subnissive to his desires and treated as his fuck toy. I always remember when his wife was away and we'd beeen watching porn films and he said " get up them fucking stairs now" so I went up and undressed and stood waiting for him, then when he came up and I was totally plying the part of his bitch, sucking him off and swallowing his spunk, and then again the next morning, and when he called me such a slut I was quite proud of my ability to satisfy him
 
Maybe being bi does help with being a sissy - I am straight but always amazed at how easy I can be fem and always surprises me how normal for want of a better word the fem side comes out in me , sometimes even a relief when made up and dressed that I can sit with my legs crossed and relax into being a fem cd - the other me lol - not sure if I’d prefer to be a woman full time but part time feels just fine
 
Maybe being bi does help with being a sissy - I am straight but always amazed at how easy I can be fem and always surprises me how normal for want of a better word the fem side comes out in me , sometimes even a relief when made up and dressed that I can sit with my legs crossed and relax into being a fem cd - the other me lol - not sure if I’d prefer to be a woman full time but part time feels just fine
Same here, I only feel gurly and sissy usually after I haven't sucked cock for a while. I say I'm getting in touch with my fem side. It's so nice not having to be the "man" all the time. I still prefer having a dick because when it gets hard it shows them just what a little gurly faggot sissy I am. Surrendering my manhood and embracing my fem side is very liberating.
 
Same here, I only feel gurly and sissy usually after I haven't sucked cock for a while. I say I'm getting in touch with my fem side. It's so nice not having to be the "man" all the time. I still prefer having a dick because when it gets hard it shows them just what a little gurly faggot sissy I am. Surrendering my manhood and embracing my fem side is very liberating.
I had lots of girlfriends, but maybe part of the attraction was being jealous of what they had, specially the neat ones who were happy with their modest 34B tits and a neat triangle of pubic hair. Fucking them was great, but part of me always what it would be like to be the one who was being fucked, if it was my belly that was about to get a donation of warm sperm. The idea was exciting. Then to lie there with sperm in my belly, while he got up and struitted about with his cock in full view, then eventually I would get up, put my bra on and then my panties
 
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I had lots of girlfriends, but maybe part of the attraction was being jealous of what they had, specially the neat ones who were happy with their modest 34B tits and a neat triangle of pubic hair. Fucking them was great, but part of me always what it would be like to be the one who was being fucked, if it was my belly that was about to get a donation of warm sperm. The idea was exciting. Then to lie there with sperm in my belly, while he got up and struitted about with his cock in full view, then eventually I would get up, put my bra on and then my panties
That's hot, but if you want to be more gurly full time maybe start hormones and grow some sexy,pert, little titties and become a femboi. Then start locking up your "clittie" in a cock cage, that way you'll be totally useless and helpless as a man, especially when the bull is fucking you and/or your wife.
 
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That's hot, but if you want to be more gurly full time maybe start hormones and grow some sexy,pert, little titties and become a femboi. Then start locking up your "clittie" in a cock cage, that way you'll be totally useless and helpless as a man, especially when the bull is fucking you and/or your wife.
I like the sound of that, it would be great to have tits and talked to like a girl and then used by a man for his satisfaction. I wouldn't care if he really liked me, I'm happy for him to use me as a cum dump
 
I like the sound of that, it would be great to have tits and talked to like a girl and then used by a man for his satisfaction. I wouldn't care if he really liked me, I'm happy for him to use me as a cum dump
Of course, being a slutty,needy little cum dump for a real man is what a lot of us need once in a while. Plus having my cute useless little clittie in a cage just makes it hotter.
 
Of course, being a slutty,needy little cum dump for a real man is what a lot of us need once in a while. Plus having my cute useless little clittie in a cage just makes it hotter.
I'd love a man to treat me casually. Like he'd say "get up them fucking stairs now, get your knickers off an wait for me. I'd do just as I was told and stand there stark naked, waiting for him. He'd come up, take off his trousers and I'd gasp in wonder at the size of his big cock, then get to my knees and lick all around his hairy balls before taking the shaft in my mouth, loving the taste and scent of it, sucking and licking, until he explodes hid warm man sperm in my mouth
 
I'd love a man to treat me casually. Like he'd say "get up them fucking stairs now, get your knickers off an wait for me. I'd do just as I was told and stand there stark naked, waiting for him. He'd come up, take off his trousers and I'd gasp in wonder at the size of his big cock, then get to my knees and lick all around his hairy balls before taking the shaft in my mouth, loving the taste and scent of it, sucking and licking, until he explodes hid warm man sperm in my mouth
Good gurl, I think submitting to a real man is exactly what I need every now and then, otherwise most times I just live a normal life.
 
Yes me too, 99% normal life, but 1% staying overnight at my mates (when his wife is away) sharing his bed, being his cock bitch, swallowing his spunk, and again in the morning, then making his breakfast before I go back to my other life
 
Yes me too, 99% normal life, but 1% staying overnight at my mates (when his wife is away) sharing his bed, being his cock bitch, swallowing his spunk, and again in the morning, then making his breakfast before I go back to my other life
Exactly, I think a lot of us just need an escape and release, how often depends on the guy. Once I've had my friends cock and spend time being his totally submissive gurly bitch I'm good for a while. Here's something else I do, I usually don't cum when I'm with him. Not cumming keeps me horny,hard, submissive and very eager to please him. That way I'm ready whenever he is, I like to make our sessions last as long as I can. The progression has been hot too. I've become more femmy and submissive as time goes by and he's become more dominating and assertive. The first thing he made me do was to start french kissing him, from there he made me start licking his asshole when he couldn't get hard right away. Straight down the rabbit hole for me.😁
 
Exactly, I think a lot of us just need an escape and release, how often depends on the guy. Once I've had my friends cock and spend time being his totally submissive gurly bitch I'm good for a while. Here's something else I do, I usually don't cum when I'm with him. Not cumming keeps me horny,hard, submissive and very eager to please him. That way I'm ready whenever he is, I like to make our sessions last as long as I can. The progression has been hot too. I've become more femmy and submissive as time goes by and he's become more dominating and assertive. The first thing he made me do was to start french kissing him, from there he made me start licking his asshole when he couldn't get hard right away. Straight down the rabbit hole for me.😁
 
I am similar, totally play the submisive role and don't want to challenge his authority by having an erection of my own, not that it would be much of a challenge as he's about 7-8" compared to my 5-6". I usually save my orgasm fo wanking to the memory when I get home. He doesn't bum me but what we've done is that I lubricate my inner thighs with KY, then get in the doggy position for him to "fuck" me. He says it feel good and it suits me being in that submissive position
 
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I am similar, totally play the submisive role and don't want to challenge his authority by having an erection of my own, not that it would be much of a challenge as he's about 7-8" compared to my 5-6". I usually save my orgasm fo wanking to the memory when I get home. He doesn't bum me but what we've done is that I lubricate my inner thighs with KY, then get in the doggy position for him to "fuck" me. He says it feel good and it suits me being in that submissive position
I wait until I get home to jerk off too. Some times I don't jerk off and drift in and out of sleep remembering the hot night we had. Does he ever indicate he might want to fuck you? If so maybe you should consider seducing him into fucking you. Andy fucks me a lot with his big thick 8" cock. Make sure you douche out your boi pussy really well then open your sissy cunt with dildos first so you can take his cock properly. Maybe use rubbers if he wants, I always take Andy bare, he doesn't like rubbers