Rape play did you ever had experience if yes tell me about it

Hey i have a huge rape and breeding kink i would roleplay it. And i want to know if someone has the same kinks or thinks the same way.

Did you ever had experience with that?
I like it a lot, but it doesn't have to be too violent... I love it when my husband blindfolds me and just ties my hands.... then, not seeing, I don't understand how many friends he has let into the room... so I can only understand from how many times they come inside me... the thing that excites me the most and that doesn't always tell me who they were, so when I meet his friends I never know if they possessed me or not on those occasions and the game of glances becomes even more exciting😋
 
My wife's first time having sex was a rape at 17, she told me it was pleasant but there was really nothing she could do, it happened 3 times during a month.