mine too
it stems from her time in her teens working for a local big shot old businessman who owned among other things a newsagents and would threatened to smack her bottom for her for transgressions at work
Tracy didn't last long at the newsagents sadly so Stan didn't get to put his threat into practice
he was a big old gruff mans man with a slightly intimidating way about him and had the best paper shop and paid the best wages in the town ,
but as some of the rounds were in the rougher areas of the town rarely employed girls ,but he appeared to take a shine to her and gave her a chance
i think this made Tracy feel special at a time in her life were life was anything but special for her
and probably why Stan was frustrated with her lack of application to the job and either wanted to smack her bottom to buck her ideas up or wanted to scare her away from the job and get her to leave
i think for these or a combination of these reasons Tracy wanted Stan to make good on his threat or promise depending on your view and smack her bottom as she felt she was letting him down and deserved it
this coupled with her emerging sexual feelings were a powerful mix and have shaped her sexual needs accordingly
,she told me she first started masturbating at this time and almost exclusively rerun Stan's threats to smack her bum
she says she longed to be taken across Mr Gerard big thighs
her bottom up in the air and feeling him take down her knickers while he told her off
and longed to expose her bottom and vagina to him and feel his big hand across her bare bottom and hoped he would take it further and if she pushed up her bottom and parted her legs for him to feel his fingers explore her vagina
as his threats were made loudly and often in front of the customers who would chuckle and wink at Stan and the paper boys some of who were younger than Tracy and hungry for their first view of a naked female with her knickers pulled down
so she incorporated them into her masturbatory fantasies as enthusiastic and vocal spectators of her smacked bottom over Stan's knee
so much so on occasion Stan's threats and the reaction he got from onlookers and their reaction and comments of the "tan her arse for her Stan" variety towards her when he issued them
had so powerful effect on her and her vagina that she would have to masturbate in the staff toilet at work
and although actively masturbating over her experiences with Stan she was still to have another hand touch her private parts intimately but longed for it to happen
and i think Stan i think was angry at himself for taking her on
and angry at her for not grabbing the opportunity he had presented her with
and either wanted to slap some sense into her via her bottom or scare her away with the threat of a smacked bare bottom
and for these reasons and his non following through on his threats to smack her bottom
and the frustration she felt and her increasing bad behavior to try to provoke him to spank her and his lack of action she decided to leave before he sacked her
and when six years later we saw him regularly in our local drinker and he remembered her and his threats to spank her and threatened to make good on them again in a loud and very public way
and with his gang of rich rude old entitled common and coarse businessmen friends egging him on and joining in and upping the stakes to not only a smacked bottom
but the added threat of taking her knickers down and smacking her bare bottomed presumably right there in a semi busy pub with his friends assisting him ,
this is exactly what she had longed for and still fantasized about when masturbating or fucking
so that was a instant pantie puddle for her and hard on for me lol
a few years later i did some aerial work for him at a cul de sac of several homes he had built for his family when he sold his business and broached the subject with him in a roundabout way several times but sadly he didn't bite
i would have loved to hear his side of the story or arrange a rematch
not to take this further off topic than i have 2 of Stan's cronies were old Indian or Pakistani men and Stan sold the business a few years later to one of them old Mr Patel who features in another one of Tracy's masturbation fantasies of being caught out in the wrong and have no choice but let Mr Patel and his assistant deal with her spoiled pampered white married bare bottom or face the consequences of the law
my wife certainly has a large streak of subservience running through her sexuality
as if at times she needs to be at a disadvantage or forced to do as shes told and behave herself
before she can enjoy sexual contact
almost like sex is something that is done to her
and not something she does of her own free will
and with the older unattractive ugly fat smelly element thrown in that excites her its almost like she being punished for her sexual feelings and needs to feel its happening against her will and shes not responsible for what's happening to her and her response to it
after all what grown woman would want to be blackmailed into surrendering her body to uncouth rude common ugly fat smelly .... well you get the idea
men that she dislikes and has a revulsion of for them to give her a smacked bare bottom and release their sexual pleasures and in turn hers also Tracy how she now masturbates smacked bare bottom up in the air to thoughts of being exposed vulnerable and under the control of Mr Gerard and his ugly old cronies making good on his threats to teach her a lesson and show her whos boss while she was at a disadvantage and at their mercy
she loves these AI images i made for her and says this was exactly how she wanted it to play out and how she would have looked if Stan had made good on his threats and how she would have looked if Stan had displayed her to the paperlads and customers after a bare bottomed trip over his knee lol
