What's in it for a cuck?

Cucks, what does it feel like to share your secret desire not just with your woman but also with another man who you want to be the primary sexual partner of your woman. How dirty and arousing does it feel to share your sexual secret outside you marriage? This question is only for the couples who have a regular bull.

I am talking about enjoyment of sexual arousal in the wake of nervousness, anxiety, fear, shift in sexual/power dynamics, and maybe self-induced psychological humiliation by deliberately losing your place to another man as your woman's better sex partner and then encouraging, facilitating and experiencing their trysts either first hand by watching and/or listening, or hearing about it from your woman, over and over again, all of which is kept secret within three heads and a room.

What thoughts run through your head when her regular bull comes for a visit or you go to him for a meetup? How do you feel about (and cope with) the obvious shift in sexual hierarchy i.e. your woman and the bull becoming the primary couple for sex instead of your woman and yourself, and doing it on a very regular basis? Is their a psychological humiliation in all this that arouses you? How do you enhance such arousal?
 
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