Don't ever be sorry for talking about your desires. You are probably correct in that we hold ourselves back all the time from exploring but I do understand it. I was 25 and had a 45 year old Domme, and she forced me to quite a few things, forced bi, cum cleanup, ass licking, sucking her lover's balls as he fucked her, forced blowjobs, etc, but if she did not "make" me do all that,
