Recent content by Fuckingoverit

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    Am I selfish??

    He tells me he wants me to have fun enjoy the dick, crave their dick not mine. He says he wants me to be more satisfied with them then him. Like say he has a same cock to them and they fuck me better then him and then tell him that afterwards. But then he gets pissed off and says I'm selfish and...
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    Am I selfish??

    We played with others years agoooo there was 3 and after each of them he would tell me what I did wrong g in his eyes. It made me feel like shit! Like I never ever would have thought I would fuck other dudes while being married. In my head this is something that would never happen ever. So for...
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    Am I selfish??

    Everything u r saying is exactly how I feel but he says it always me and I am a fuck up. Like maybe he isn't ok with it and he gets jealous but then he insists that this has to be done. It always gets turned on me and how I am not doing things right
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    Am I selfish??

    Omg I told him that last night that he lives in a unrealistic sex world because he watches porn at least 3 hrs a day!
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    Am I selfish??

    Thank you very much. This is what I thought the lifestyle was like. When he came to me about it I did look into it a lot and it has turned more into he's never happy with me. But I thought this was suppose to be fun. He gets so mad at me so easily I have a hard time expressing my feelings and...
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    Am I selfish??

    Sureee
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    Am I selfish??

    The videos I do he is like they r not good enough I don't make them to please him. Idk what that means I am literally there fucking these guys to please him.
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    Am I selfish??

    I really do it because he wants it. I mean of course it's fun and I enjoy it but I am not the type who needs to do it all the time. He needs me to sex talk him all day. I have to create scenarios for him all day. If I don't engage in his mental game then I am selfish. If I talk to other guys...
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    Am I selfish??

    That's what I keep saying to him. He says I do it when I want how I want and who I want. And me doing it is selfish but then on the next note he says I need u to do it. I get off on it. Like wtf am I suppose to thibk about it?? I'm very just confused and feel like no matter what I do he's not...
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    Am I selfish??

    I don't want to ******** him off more I really want him to be happy and look at me as someone pleasing him.
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    Am I selfish??

    A little bit of background hubby and I have done 3 ways together in the past. He has told me afterwards his constructive criticism that could have made it better. To me it felt like I was being told I was not good enough. Fast forward to now. We have kids I usually play on my own. We originally...