Recent content by subwidow

Thank you for the compliment. I am accustomed to being punished in various ways.

Yes, total domination of me.

Men are so cute in panties! One of my friends keeps her husband in panties and when I visit their home she makes him show me whatever panty he is wearing at the time. He is "caged" so relatively neutered underneath the lump.

Of course. Submission is the female's natural behavior when in the presence of a dominant man. I learned that growing up with a dominant father.

Yes, he did! I think he dominated every woman he was ever with. He had an aura that made them accept such treatment, if not even welcome it, whether the woman was someone he had know a long time or one he had never met before, such as a sales clerk or a waitress. His looks, his tone of voice...

When my husband was alive, D liked to flaunt their relationship in my face, embarrassing me even further.

D (the wife) and I are friends, which makes the journal entry even more erotic for me.

I blush to admit it but yes, I was.

I blush to say that I find them arousing.

My late husband enjoyed showing me off in varied settings from gatherings of friends to public. Sometimes it was quite embarrassing, because I am not an exhibitionist by nature. I think he was thrilled as much by my embarrassment as by the reactions of other people.

Perhaps I shall share excerpts. Many parts are quite coarse and graphic sexually. I think it might be cathartic for me to share with others rather than keeping them hidden in my heart, so to speak.

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