🤔Honestly, it’s pretty common here for guys to represent their “erections” with penises flaccid or barely even semi-hard …at any rate clearly (and laughably) nowhere close to actual arousal.
I don’t think there’s anything at all strange or unusual about your converting feelings and thoughts from times that were difficult and tumultuous, especially to do with a partner’s infidelity, into something that you ultimately discover may have unlimited and unquenchable erotic energy and...