I still fantasize about my wife fucking. I thought maybe the urge would go away after the first time she fucked someone else. I must admit at first I did feel a bit of jealousy. The next day was a bit rough.
Back to the ghosting thing I don’t know if I had replied back to this . But all is good with the wife’s bill just met with him this last Friday and had a great time !
Maybe try asking her how about first few times that you’re at least there to make sure she is safe also you are really turned on by watching. It will work out