Hi, I'm 30 year old Asian male. I'm from Vietnam and have been living in the US for almost 10 years. My girlfriend is 29. She still live in Vietnam. She is working at a food manufacturing company. We are dating for almost 8 years. We knew each other since we were still in college in Vietnam. Now, I am planning to marry her and bring her to the US with me. We are already engaged.
But then about 2 weeks ago, a guy contacted me on my social media account and showed me a lot of dirty photos of my girlfriend. It turned out that my girlfriend has been in a sexual relationship with him for more than 1 years. He is a guy from Germany. He also work for a food company in Germany and he frequently fly to Vietnam for business travel. Everytime he come, he usually stay for about 1-2 weeks. And during that time, he always fuck my girlfriend. When he come back to Germany, my girlfriend and him always chat with send dirty photos to each other. (The problem is that when I want my girlfriend to send me nude, she says she is shy and she want keep Asian values). This is the part make me jealous and mad. I talked to my girlfriend about this, she cried very much and she even kneel to beg me to forgive her.
I don't know what to do in this situation. But I am really horny when I see the dirty photos and chat that my girlfriend send to the German guy. I masturbated so many times and I cannot get it out of my head. She even admit to him that my cock is smaller and I am weaker than him.
I know I am a cuck because I always imagine about scenario that somebody fuck my girlfriend in front of me. When it really happened, I cum so many times. But I don't know how to say this to my girlfriend to make it natural. I dont want to sound like I am a pervert. Do anyone already experienced this situation ?
But then about 2 weeks ago, a guy contacted me on my social media account and showed me a lot of dirty photos of my girlfriend. It turned out that my girlfriend has been in a sexual relationship with him for more than 1 years. He is a guy from Germany. He also work for a food company in Germany and he frequently fly to Vietnam for business travel. Everytime he come, he usually stay for about 1-2 weeks. And during that time, he always fuck my girlfriend. When he come back to Germany, my girlfriend and him always chat with send dirty photos to each other. (The problem is that when I want my girlfriend to send me nude, she says she is shy and she want keep Asian values). This is the part make me jealous and mad. I talked to my girlfriend about this, she cried very much and she even kneel to beg me to forgive her.
I don't know what to do in this situation. But I am really horny when I see the dirty photos and chat that my girlfriend send to the German guy. I masturbated so many times and I cannot get it out of my head. She even admit to him that my cock is smaller and I am weaker than him.
I know I am a cuck because I always imagine about scenario that somebody fuck my girlfriend in front of me. When it really happened, I cum so many times. But I don't know how to say this to my girlfriend to make it natural. I dont want to sound like I am a pervert. Do anyone already experienced this situation ?