Ever since my first gf cheated on me when I was 15yrs old, I’ve been turned on by the whole situation but I never told anyone. Now, in my late 30s and married for 11 yrs- that changed.
My wife is very shy and conservative, but when she has a few drinks - she really lets loose and shows a side I didn’t know existed. I took advantage of this and started hinting that I wouldn’t mind if she had sex with another man. She never believed me and then I started to turn up the intensity. Any time we’d go out for drinks, once I knew she was horny , I would ask her to tell me about her past experiences. Eventually she realized I was actually turned on by this and she began to play along. Now, 3 years after slowly turning up the intensity of this little game- I feel we’re getting close to making it happen. But here are the things I feel make me different from other cucks.
1. I would love to see her with other men, but I need to be present. The thought of her NOT being in front of me makes me anxious. So she knows I will need to be present, otherwise everything has to be recorded and she can’t spend the night with him.
2. I’m incredibly turned on by her humiliating me , but if it comes from the bull- I feel we will have a problem. Like I can take a little banter but I know it’s gonna ruin everything if he starts talking to me as if I were his bitch.
This past weekend I discussed my ground rules to her since I got the feeling she may be open to doing something with a coworker.
My rules/boundaries were:
1. Don’t bring any STIs home.
2. Don’t get pregnant.
3. I would like to be present the first few times or you must record every second.
4. Only you (my wife) is able to tease/humiliate me.
Again , nothing has happened yet but I feel it’s imminent. Do yall think I’m being unfair/irrational ? Please share your thoughts !
My wife is very shy and conservative, but when she has a few drinks - she really lets loose and shows a side I didn’t know existed. I took advantage of this and started hinting that I wouldn’t mind if she had sex with another man. She never believed me and then I started to turn up the intensity. Any time we’d go out for drinks, once I knew she was horny , I would ask her to tell me about her past experiences. Eventually she realized I was actually turned on by this and she began to play along. Now, 3 years after slowly turning up the intensity of this little game- I feel we’re getting close to making it happen. But here are the things I feel make me different from other cucks.
1. I would love to see her with other men, but I need to be present. The thought of her NOT being in front of me makes me anxious. So she knows I will need to be present, otherwise everything has to be recorded and she can’t spend the night with him.
2. I’m incredibly turned on by her humiliating me , but if it comes from the bull- I feel we will have a problem. Like I can take a little banter but I know it’s gonna ruin everything if he starts talking to me as if I were his bitch.
This past weekend I discussed my ground rules to her since I got the feeling she may be open to doing something with a coworker.
My rules/boundaries were:
1. Don’t bring any STIs home.
2. Don’t get pregnant.
3. I would like to be present the first few times or you must record every second.
4. Only you (my wife) is able to tease/humiliate me.
Again , nothing has happened yet but I feel it’s imminent. Do yall think I’m being unfair/irrational ? Please share your thoughts !