Cuckold's penis sizes

I learned in the high school showers that I had a small cock. I would sometimes get an erection which only made it worse. Guys can be cruel an made comments. It was required that we take showers and I would worry about it all day before gym class. The lockers and showers were separated so there was a short walk between. The showers we large gang style with the shower heads being on poles in the middle so there was not place to hide. I always felt like this was done on purpose to expose and embarrass guys with little cocks and it worked.
This is entirely my life story. When I was in high school, I wrestled as a senior at 112 pounds. I was a little guy in stature and my penis was equally small. I was see the size of other guys in gym class and was afraid to ever go out on a date. I figured if a girl saw how small I was, they would tell their friends and I would never get another date. I was always jealous of the size of other guys and would just imagine what I would give to be the size of even an average guy.
 
I don’t necessarily think the size of a guy’s cock makes them a cuckold, however in my personal experience, it definitely contributes to my feeling of inferiority and aids in my acceptance and gratification of being one. Personally speaking, I could tell my wife was disappointed at the size of my cock. From the first time we slept together, so the lifestyle once she accepted, it really fit us like a glove, but after being in the lifestyle, I have befriended a couple of guys with a pretty big cock. It just might not work well enough for lover. They may not perfectly fit their partners ideal for what a true alpha male is. So it may not be the only factor but I definitely think it is a major factor.