Eating your own cum

Is not weird. My ex gf made me do the same. We split up during COVID. I still cannot cum without the urge to eat it. Just seeing cum gives me a Pavlovian response to lick it up.

My current gf thinks it's gay. Therefore, when I cum I have to resist although every cell in my body wants to submit and lick.
 
Of course I eat my own cum, either after I’ve masturbated alone, or under my wife’s supervision. I’ve been doing so for the last 25 years, I now accept it as normal! I also enjoy cleaning my wife’s pussy after those rare occasions when I’m allowed to fuck her!
Yes I used to enjoy that too. But she cut me off from her pussy 4 years ago. Only time I can touch her pussy is when I'm cleaning it.
 
My wife has been making me eat my own cum for so long that I even do it when I am alone and she is not there.
She started making me do it even before we started cuckolding.

Is this weird?

I know she is going to read this and I know i'm not supposed to be cumming without permission.
But sometimes I can't help it...
Its such a turn on thinking about it. But most of the time i say im going to do it i chicken out.
 
My wife was giving me a blowjob, stopped, made me put my legs up and started jacking me off..She gave me encouragement… told me she couldn’t wait watch me cum in my own mouth.. stuck her fingers in my ass and pumped them in and out hard and fast then demanded that cum.. she yelled at me to open my mouth .. started talking dirty.. “ you know you want it… don’t miss a drop … eat it all … “ I blew a massive load in my mouth, on my face, in my hair and on my neck.

She had my balls between her thumb and forefinger and pulled on them hard , looked at me and smiled and said, “ I always knew you were a faggot. “ then got up and left.

I still remember every detail and frequently cum while jerking off replaying it in my mind.IMG_2718.jpeg
 
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