just discovered an old diary entry from 3 years ago (we were together). My wife had a vivid sexy dream about her childhood sweetheart: him grabbing her hips/waist, touching her, intense kissing. She wrote about wanting to see him again "before she dies," dreaming of being together, while feeling guilty about me.
Their occasional chats/meetups never bothered me before (my hotwife fantasies even liked the thrill), but now it's hitting hard: massive arousal from the forbidden details, but brutal retroactive jealousy and pain.
Is this emotional cheating? Just a past rough patch?
Stags/vixens/couples:
How to handle the mix of turn-on and hurt? Did jealousy fade or become fantasy fuel
Torn between excitement and fear of losing her. Your honest experiences would help a ton. Thanks!
Their occasional chats/meetups never bothered me before (my hotwife fantasies even liked the thrill), but now it's hitting hard: massive arousal from the forbidden details, but brutal retroactive jealousy and pain.
Is this emotional cheating? Just a past rough patch?
Stags/vixens/couples:
How to handle the mix of turn-on and hurt? Did jealousy fade or become fantasy fuel
Torn between excitement and fear of losing her. Your honest experiences would help a ton. Thanks!