From Ireland, delighted to have found this forum

Absolutely over the moon to have found this forum and some of the advice and posts I’ve seen so far.
Been with my wife (30) for over 12 years.
She’s very shy and reserved now, but when she was younger was a proper slut. It’s what drew me to her and why I wanted her, but the sluttines stopped very quickly, kids etc.
And now she’s so shy it’s difficult to even talk about anything sexual with her.
But I crave to see her being her old slut self, I want to see her used and ran through by multiple bulls.
When we fuck I fantasise that she’s a whore, or if we use a vibrator first and she cums I imagine when I’m fucking her that she’s been a whore all day and is full of cum.
I genuinely would love if she was an actual prostitute.
Have mentioned I’d love to see her with someone else and she didn’t shoot it down in the typical sense, she wanted to understand why first, but seemed pretty firm that she wouldn’t be up for it.
I’m at a loss as to what to do.