Actually can’t believe I’m writing this but I think I may have made some sort of progress.
This may be a little long but I want to include every detail as I don’t k is where to go from here, so any advice is welcome.
My wife seldom gets ...... anymore, maybe once a year.
When she does drink she tends to get very horny and we have amazing sex.
Last Saturday night the kids were away so she ends up getting ...... while we’re watching a movie, drunker than I’ve seen her in years. She gets up off the couch and disappears for a few minutes and comes back to the living room in what I can only describe as her best slut-wear, stockings, suspenders, really high heels, a lingerie type pvc dress thing, the full works. This is also something she hasn’t done in a few years.
She does own a lot of that type of stuff but seldom wears it.
She briefly gave only fans a go a few years ago but quit it after a couple months. I obviously didn’t need any encouragement and got right down to business, at one point while telling her how fucking hot she looked, and she should have kept dong the only fans and I then blurted out that she had a body for porn 🤦♂️
She then stopped me mid-stroke, and asked what I meant, I just explained how hot she looked in what she was wearing and that she’d do so well if she had ever done porn. At this point we’re completely stopped and I’m no longer in her and am now worrying that I’ve ruined the whole thing. But she continues the conversation in a kind of curios tone rather than annoyed, she says I couldn’t do that because of the kids, it’s bad enough that there’s some only fans photos out there and when they get older it would be hard for them. I just replied that I wasn’t actually too serious about it I was just saying she has a body “made for porn” and it wasn’t too deep. She kind of shrugs and takes my cock in her hand which is now completely soft, and she says but that would have meant me fucking other guys unless it was lesbian porn, and I wouldn’t be into that. I said I know it would and that would be so hot. She replied “me fucking other guys would be hot? You think it’s hot that your wife would be fucked by other guys on camera?” An let’s go of my cock which she has been half wanking, so I think here goes again I’ve fucked it again.
So I just said fuck it I can’t ruin it anymore so I said yeah I’d love it I’d love to see it.
She immediately like jeckyl and Hyde turns into some sort of insatiable cock craving creature. We fuck on the couch a little bit and she jumps up and leads me to the bedroom, rubbing her pussy the whole way down the hall and mumbling filth about me watching her get fucked. We get to the bedroom we fuck, I cum pretty quick, what happened next absolutely blew my mind, she grabbed a vibrator (this is normal, we often use it when having sex but it’s usually me using it on her) and proceeded to I can only phrase it as fuck her own brains out with it while encouraging me to get hard again and moaning the most obscene things I’ve ever heard even in porn, telling me to imagine this vibrator was some guy fucking her on camera, and that it was going to be online some other guy making her cum so hard,
When I was ready again we fuck again and the filth talk gets worse,
Things I didn’t think she was even capable of thinking let alone saying. Along the lines of fuck me harder, someone else’s cock just made me cum, I obviously in the moment encouraged it and at some point mumbled something about me being last in a train or a gang or something to that effect, and she really got into it, minding asking me how many guys she should fuck, how many I want to see her fuck, this type of thing, until I came again, (don’t think she did though unfortunately)
When I was finished we talked about how amazing it was and she ...... asleep within 5 minutes. I took an hour to fall asleep thinking about what had just happened.
We woke in the morning, she was extremely hungover, still dressed in the slut-wear minus one of the shoes that got lost in the fun at some point and she looked very very ill.
When she realised what she was still wearing she must have remembered what happened as I could see it in her face, but when we eventually got up and showered she pretended she couldn’t remember anything that happened as she’d had too much to drink.
Today is now Tuesday and she’s still pretending she can’t remember, but I 100% know she does.
What do I do here? Is it progress?
Do I just need to encourage her to get ...... more often lol
