I find that I'm more inhibited when he's there. There are things that I do with my lovers that I don't really want my husband to see. I love being a little slut with my lovers. There are things that I do with them that I don't do with my husband, and I don't want him to feel bad or jealous. My lovers bring me to sexual euphoria and my husband can't, and I just don't want him to see that in person, although he loves hearing the details afterward. There are times when he does get to watch and I know he enjoys it, but he told me that he does get a little jealous sometimes.