How did you end up swallowing cum for the first time with a guy?

Hi
when I was 13 or 14 tried to suck my dick but wasn’t flexible enough, but I did manage to shoot cum into my mouth and over my face - wasn’t that keen on the taste, so didn’t bother much after that, until I was in my late 30s/early 40s and to my surprise I really developed a taste for it. Now I always swallow my cum and regret not starting sooner!
 
First time was with my wife's brother. This was before he introduced me to her. We had come back from the bars trying to find girls with no luck. More than a little bit ...... he brought out some of his dads porn mags. Mostly straight stuff but there was a couple of mags with guy on guy stuff. I noticed him rubbing his rather large bulge through his shorts and he then asked if I wanted to wank. Being horny and young I said sure why not. He then pulled out his rather very large dick. I was fixated by it. He noticed this and asked if I wanted to touch it. I did. Then he asked if I would lick it. I did. As I was licking him he grabbed the back of my head a forced his cock into my mouth. I loved it. This went on for some minutes until he unloaded into my throat. It was not the last time I blew him. He tried fucking me later and did but his cock was just too much!
 
First time was with my wife's brother. This was before he introduced me to her. We had come back from the bars trying to find girls with no luck. More than a little bit ...... he brought out some of his dads porn mags. Mostly straight stuff but there was a couple of mags with guy on guy stuff. I noticed him rubbing his rather large bulge through his shorts and he then asked if I wanted to wank. Being horny and young I said sure why not. He then pulled out his rather very large dick. I was fixated by it. He noticed this and asked if I wanted to touch it. I did. Then he asked if I would lick it. I did. As I was licking him he grabbed the back of my head a forced his cock into my mouth. I loved it. This went on for some minutes until he unloaded into my throat. It was not the last time I blew him. He tried fucking me later and did but his cock was just too much!
Fuckkkkk this hits so hard. I want to fuck my wife's brother so badly.
 
At my teens I was sucking guys from the internet.. there was 1 older guy that that pick me up in his pickup truck
He drove to a quite & dark place and drop his pants while on the driver seat, I immediately want down and started to suck his dick, he wasn’t so big so I was able to fit all in my mouth.

I told him to let me know when he was going to come and he said sure… of course it’s never happened and after few minutes of blowing him he just put 2 hands on my head, shoved his dick as deep as he can and came 4-5 times in my throat.
 
That takes superhuman courage to bend over for a big dick as a man. We all think of it -- we just don't admit.
It might take incredible courage the fist few times you yield the voice inside your mind telling to give your body to a real man. But afterwards it takes strength to not assume the position every time and any where you see a real man’s cock
 
First time was with my wife's brother. This was before he introduced me to her. We had come back from the bars trying to find girls with no luck. More than a little bit ...... he brought out some of his dads porn mags. Mostly straight stuff but there was a couple of mags with guy on guy stuff. I noticed him rubbing his rather large bulge through his shorts and he then asked if I wanted to wank. Being horny and young I said sure why not. He then pulled out his rather very large dick. I was fixated by it. He noticed this and asked if I wanted to touch it. I did. Then he asked if I would lick it. I did. As I was licking him he grabbed the back of my head a forced his cock into my mouth. I loved it. This went on for some minutes until he unloaded into my throat. It was not the last time I blew him. He tried fucking me later and did but his cock was just too much!
Does wife know about this?