I am 32 years old. Turned out that I am impotent, because the doctor diagnosed venous leak erectile dysfunction. It is not cureable in my case because it is very serious erectile dysfunction. I have micropenis too. A girl wanted to sex with me earlier but when she saw my penis she told me "get out here". That was the time I went to a doctor to examine me. After that, I still wanted to meet women to see if I could have sex. I went on online dating sites. I started talking to a woman in her 40's. Then when I sent her a picture of my penis, she said that you can't have sex with it because she thinks it's too small. So she said that if I support her financially and pay for a hiding place where she lives nearby, and I find her a guy she could have sex with, then we could stay in touch. In the end, she chose a man (50 years old) from the applicants who likes rough sex. By that I mean someone who bangs women like a Jack hammer, deep throats them, and he actually does the same with her. The guy calls her a whore, she didn't say anything about it - she accepted it, I can't call her that. Even though she told me she didn't like guys like that. She said that size doesn't matter to her, yet this guy has a 20-centimeter dick. Plus, she said I should wear a chastity and just watch them have sex while hiding in a closet. So I watch them from the closet, it's uncomfortable enough, but when I asked the woman if I could watch from the armchair, she said no. Also, I have to be dressed with my pants slightly pulled down so they can see my chastity, although the girl didn't care what was going on with me the whole time, she was just busy with the other guy, she didn't even see my chastity, but she said I have to wear it anyway. So now we do this regularly. It's humiliating for me, but they enjoy it. Anyway he bangs her hard and he has a huge load on her face in the end every time. My cum is just one drop. Now she wants to me to wear high heels and women's clothing when I watch them. I asked her again if she would try to have sex with me, she replied that you can't have sex with that and she likes big dicks anyway. So I gave up on her saying she would have sex with me, because she gave a firm and tough answer. I feel like they are continously trying to humiliate me and destroy me more and more.
