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When you first discovered that you liked to wear girls clothes. You said in post 102 that you go out so much now that it doesn't bother you. I remember when I was just a teen and wore pantyhose under my jeans. It was such a big deal. I would put them on in my bedroom with my door locked and wear my socks over them. Then I would go out on my bicycle for a ride. When I got far enough away from my neighborhood that I felt safe I would pull into someplace private and take my socks off. Sometines I balled up my socks and put them under my tee shirt or bra if I was wearing one. I heard of girls "stuffing" their bras so why couldn't I. When I rode back out on the street it was so thrilling just showing my bare nylon clad ankles. It felt like everyone who drove by noticed I was wearing them. In the early years it didn't take much. As time went on I got braver and started to go on these
"sissy rides" wearing my sisters daisy dukes. I reached a point where I wanted to go into a shopping mall like that but that's another story.
Oh yes I was very young maybe 10 years old when I first started wearing tights. I would put them on under my clothes then when I got a little away from home I would take off my pants and ride my bike in just tights. I would go to the school play ground and swing on the swing in tights and climb the monkey bars. Several people saw me and it was such a thrill. I then started to wear pantyhose and shorts while bike riding and do the same thing by taking my pants off after I was away from home. Things have changed a lot now and almost anything goes. I only wear leggings at home and out in public. I also wear shorts and pantyhose in the summer or sometimes I wear tights with shorts in public. I go to the mall, grocery shopping home stores in my leggings or shorts and pantyhose. It just seems natural now. I also took ballet lessons for many years where I wore a leotard and tights. I even go out jogging in a leotard and tights and have done several bike rides in a leotard and tights.
 
Oh yes I was very young maybe 10 years old when I first started wearing tights. I would put them on under my clothes then when I got a little away from home I would take off my pants and ride my bike in just tights. I would go to the school play ground and swing on the swing in tights and climb the monkey bars. Several people saw me and it was such a thrill. I then started to wear pantyhose and shorts while bike riding and do the same thing by taking my pants off after I was away from home. Things have changed a lot now and almost anything goes. I only wear leggings at home and out in public. I also wear shorts and pantyhose in the summer or sometimes I wear tights with shorts in public. I go to the mall, grocery shopping home stores in my leggings or shorts and pantyhose. It just seems natural now. I also took ballet lessons for many years where I wore a leotard and tights. I even go out jogging in a leotard and tights and have done several bike rides in a leotard and tights.

Oh yes I was very young maybe 10 years old when I first started wearing tights. I would put them on under my clothes then when I got a little away from home I would take off my pants and ride my bike in just tights. I would go to the school play ground and swing on the swing in tights and climb the monkey bars. Several people saw me and it was such a thrill. I then started to wear pantyhose and shorts while bike riding and do the same thing by taking my pants off after I was away from home. Things have changed a lot now and almost anything goes. I only wear leggings at home and out in public. I also wear shorts and pantyhose in the summer or sometimes I wear tights with shorts in public. I go to the mall, grocery shopping home stores in my leggings or shorts and pantyhose. It just seems natural now. I also took ballet lessons for many years where I wore a leotard and tights. I even go out jogging in a leotard and tights and have done several bike rides in a leotard and tights.
Doesn't it seem like early crossdressing was the most exciting. Now like you said It just seems natural but in a good way but that thrill seems to be gone. I was so facinated and turned on by the simplest things about girl's clothes. Like how a girl's shirts and coats had the buttons on the left side and how girl's slacks and jeans had the zipper in the back or on the left hip. This styling was very sexy to me and I just loved wearing them. Boy's clothes were so boring I hated wearing them and I was so jealous of the girls. I did have some good experiences though which I can tell you more about If you want. What were your favorite things to wear?
 
Doesn't it seem like early crossdressing was the most exciting. Now like you said It just seems natural but in a good way but that thrill seems to be gone. I was so facinated and turned on by the simplest things about girl's clothes. Like how a girl's shirts and coats had the buttons on the left side and how girl's slacks and jeans had the zipper in the back or on the left hip. This styling was very sexy to me and I just loved wearing them. Boy's clothes were so boring I hated wearing them and I was so jealous of the girls. I did have some good experiences though which I can tell you more about If you want. What were your favorite things to wear?
It was such a thrill when I first started getting into girls clothes. I got a boner every time I tried something on. I loved leotards and tights, pantyhose, panties, skirts, bras, 2 piece swim suits, one piece swim suits, heels, dresses, leggings, all clothes female. I wear female clothes every day now and my wife buy female clothes for me. I still love wearing female clothes in public but it's not the thrill it was when I first started. I have no male clothes anymore. I wear mostly panties, leggings and shorts with pantyhose. Sometimes I wear a skirt while doing yard work because it cooler but mostly I wear a swim suit doing yard work either a 2 piece or one piece.
 
It was such a thrill when I first started getting into girls clothes. I got a boner every time I tried something on. I loved leotards and tights, pantyhose, panties, skirts, bras, 2 piece swim suits, one piece swim suits, heels, dresses, leggings, all clothes female. I wear female clothes every day now and my wife buy female clothes for me. I still love wearing female clothes in public but it's not the thrill it was when I first started. I have no male clothes anymore. I wear mostly panties, leggings and shorts with pantyhose. Sometimes I wear a skirt while doing yard work because it cooler but mostly I wear a swim suit doing yard work either a 2 piece or one piece.
I don't own any mens clothes anymore either. The only mens clothing at the house is my wife's boyfriend's clothes which are kept in my old dresser next to my wifes dresser in the master bedroom and he uses my old space in the closets.My clothes are in my separate bedroom. I also love wearing two piece bikinis when they take me to the beach,I can pass for a girl. At home I usually wear leggings or daisy dukes, always with pantyhose and a bra and halter top. When my wifes man comes over on friday for the weekend I wear dresses and skirts. She likes me to be a little more feminine when he is around. I prefer that too. On saturday morning they go to their health club for tennis and golf and I'm dropped off at the mall to do the household shopping and groceries. I'm always wearing a dress or skirt and blouse when I shop on weekends but usually it's leggings or dukes if out during the week. For work I wear leggins and shirts or blouses. I work mostly with other women as a seamstress.They know I'm a guy but consider me as "one of the girls"
 
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When I watch porn, I always imagine Kate as the girl in the video while I jack off.
When my wife is not in the mood for my cock I'm on my own and looking at pics or video's of her cumming all over one of her boytoys big cocks works everytime. Some of my favorite online vids are yogahotwife as she resembles my wife and when I watch her getting fucked by BBC I imagine that its my wife in the scene.
 
Wanking my tiny cock in front of my wife and sometimes a small group of her girlfriends while they laugh and humiliate me is a national sport in our house. The tough part is when I'm made to lick up my sissy cream after because I lose my sexual mind set after I orgasm and feel true non sexual enbarassment.But I love the first part.
Hot scene - to imagine beeing exposed in front of her friends or colleagues - i can believe it s a big turn on .