My wife was fucked by her maternal uncle while she was a teenage. when I came to know I became very angry with her . She defended by saying that she tried to escape from the situation but he managed to have sex with her. Because of this I was angry with him also for quite long time, though I have not met him. I kept upset because of this for quite long for about 20 years. but now for last one year some strange feeling has developed inside me. Now I feel very very much excited by knowing that she has been fucked by him. While having sex with my wife I have expressed this and told that I don't have any grudge because of thing which happened in past and I told that I think that you had love with a friend and that is ok for me. I have shared with her that I get very excited by remembering that he has fucked you. This strange feeling now has grown further and now I wish that if she has sex with him that would be very erotic for me, though she has not been in touch with him for many years. Is this feeling normal? how to deal with feeling? if this is normal, how to convince her to get her fucked by him again?