I can see why!! LOL I had a king r=term affair with my Boss/Lover, it ended during Covid. He "shared me" 3 times with Clients and his best friend......I LOVED it and was looking forward to becoming the Company Whore, but he got angry afterwards saying I "enjoyed it too much" and we had terrible fights over it. Last time was with his best friend, and I was supposed to be his New Years date for the night......I stayed the entire weekend with him!! LOL Boss/Lover wasn't happy......oh well. Some guys can't handle it.
Don't leave your husband......no reason to do so as long as you are able to keep both situations alive and well. And, have you ever approached him about you being active outside the marriage? Mine took it VERY well and was as excited as I was about it......maybe bring it up as a fantasy, then let him know he's been part of the fantasy for a while as long as he seems OK with this.
There is sonething exciting though about doing waht you have been doing....having a fun sexy HOT second life that hubby is unaware of and you get to enjoy BOTH lives!!
ENJOY!! J (the wife)