I think getting cheated on changed my kinks

[Fazeldex]

I was dating this girl for only a few weeks. I had suspicions she was cheating on me as soon as we started but she always she always said not to worry. She had this friend group with 2 other girls and 2 guys. After we would hang out she would then hang out with them. She would also never talk to me when they were together. i thought it was so strange. i told her im not comfortable with it. One day she came to my place to stay over. We had sex then went to bed but i stayed up for a while on my phone. Her phone then kept buzzing so i went to see why and it was one of the guys in the group saying “I love u, im so excited to see u tomorrow. Its been only 2 days and need to fuck you again.” I was stunned and so upset. I woke her up and started freaking out what i just read. I kicked her out and we broke up. She hit me up a couple times soon after to hang out but i never did. i was tempted but never gave in.

Fast forward a year later I started dating my current GF. She’s so incredible as a person and also so hot. We’ve been dating now for over 2 years. Our sex life is good but i like more kinky stuff. at some point 6 months ago i started getting into being more submissive in bed and then eventually being into being a cuck. i was confused why because i was so upset about my ex cheating on me and have been worried about being cheated on since but now i find it so hot. The idea of my GF getting fucked by some other guy who’s bigger and stronger than me makes me so horny. Getting humiliated and degraded by her turns me on. i

I didn’t tell my GF about this for a long time until a couple months ago. She knew i liked when she took control but not being cucked. We were having sex and i told her during it that I masturbate to the thought of her having sex with another guy. She was shocked and asked if i was being serious and I told her i was completely serious. she was surprised because she knows I’ve been cheated on before. I asked if she’s comfortable talking to me about getting fucked by another man. She said she was and ever since then when we have sex she does that for me. I finish so much faster when she starts doing it. She’s became so good at it and i always ask her to describe the guy thats fucking her. Its always a Big black guy and who’s way taller, fit and has a much bigger dick than me. Her kink is actually being dominated so she always talks about how the guy is taking full control of her, something i can’t do. It makes me finish so quick.

I have never asked her if she ever would actually fuck another guy while i watch. I have asked her if she would ever have a threesome. Either with MFM or FMF. She said nah she doesn’t think she would enjoy that. I have asked her about previous experiences and it always made me jealous but horny.

I’m not going to lie as much as i want to be a cuck, i am worried that it would ruin the relationship or she would leave me for that guy. I have no idew how or if i should ask her.

you sound smart ! - i think very few men or women anticipate that reaction. Most do not really want it, they just loke the fantasy. WIth you previous experience, that may or may not apply for you. !

 

[Cuntfister]

I agree. I think i was the combination of women cheating on me and my wife rejecting sex with me 80% of the time that when I found out she had cheated in the past while rejecting me for sex I was turned on by it...

Show me and tell me everything

 

[peacuck]

Hi everyone for a bit nothing much changed. I only see her a couple days a week but when we do get together we usually have sex. The sex was great she would just dirty talk about me enjoying the thought of her fucking other men and talking about how small my penis is compared to the ones she’s fucked before. One night She was staying over my place and she wasn’t in the mood to have sex but she said if i wanted to jerk off since i was horny i free to do so. I asked her she can dirty talk to help and she said sure. She was making fun of the fact im always horny and want to fuck. Also a perv for wanting her to talk about fucking other men. She said “i know once before i told u i don’t think about stuff like that but what if i told you i lied?” I got even harder and started to jerk faster and then she said “yea once in awhile i do think of big black dick just fucking me. a dick far bigger than yours. you would like that huh. watching ur little gf’s pussy just pounded while u sit in the corner just watching it while i tell him how much of u little dick loser u are.” “Ive fucked so many guys before you. guys with much bigger dicks than u. cant believe how small u are.” i couldn’t hold it any longer than i finished.

 

[peacuck]

Last week her and i went out to get dinner and a couple of drinks. After dinner we got back home and wanted to fuck. This was one of the best nights of sex we’ve had. She wanted to touch herself before im allowed to do anything. Her fantasy is to be arrested by a cop and taken advantage of. She wanted me to pretend im a cop and im going to take her away to fuck her. she likes to be dominated. I try dirty talking and pretending to be a cop but im not the best at being dominate. after 10 mins she finishes from touching herself i apologize for not being that great at being dominant. she said its ok but now its my turn to have fun.

She gets on top of me and puts my dick in her. She whispers in my ear “u been dying for this haven’t u. youre so horny all the time. It’s hard for you to be dominate cause ur such a wimp and likes being controlled and humiliated by a girl like me. When ur home all u do is jerkoff of the thought of me getting fucked by someone else. Someone else dominating me the way i want, something your to pussy to do. you know i’ve been with a cop before and he dominated me the way i like.” im getting too excited and trying to pace myself so i can enjoy it longer. she continues to say “U wish a big black man would meet me somewhere then take me back home to fuck me while u watch. you sit there and watch ur little girlfriend gets pounded by a dick much bigger than yours. His name is Tyrone and we are both laughing at u watch while he is pounding my ass.” For the first time ever she used a other man’s name during sex and it got me so horny. i tell her “yea i love the thought of that, please keep going” She moans while saying “you’re so pathetic that u enjoy the thought of that. Tyrone just fucking my little pussy with that big dick. Dominating me unlike u and making me cum all over his dick. I want him to cum right inside me. Blow his juicy load and then i want u to eat my pussy out to clean it up. Yea u would like that wouldn’t u little pathetic cuck” i finished right after that. It was the best sex of my life.