So yesterday my gf (23) cheated on me(27) and I loved it.
Backstory: A good friend of mine got dumped by his girlfriend recently and he has been pretty down. So my girlfriend and I decided we would invite him to a night out and get drunk. So he gets a bit of distraction. I knew she always found him attractive and vice versa but never thought much of it.
We went to a bar and had a really fun evening. I got pretty hammered. Afterwards we decided to go to our place and have a few more there.
After a few more drinks the alcohol really kicked in for me and I even had to run to the bathroom to puke. After that I fell asleep on the couch while they were still drinking and chatting. I was out for about an hour and than I woke up. And then my heart skipped a beat. I clearly heard sounds of kisses and making out! It almost made me feel completely sober again! I didn't move a muscle and just listened. We have two couches. I was lying on one and they were on the other. They were also pretty drunk, otherwise they would've never taken the risk with me lying only 2 meters away.
After a while I started to hear my gf moan very softly and quietly. I couldn't take a look at what was happening because they would have noticed that I was awake then. But I think he rubbed her pussy with his hands. After about 10 minutes her moaning got heavier and I'm 99% sure she orgasmed. I was rock hard.
About 20 minutes later and a lot more kissing sounds he quietly left our apartment.
The next morning I asked my gf when he left because I can't remember anything. She said he left about 10 minutes after I excused myself to the bathroom. Which is obviously a lie.
I'm conflicted what to do next. I'm not mad at all she cheated on me! She was helping him get over a breakup and they always found each other attractive and were pretty drunk!
I just want it to happen again! Do I tell her that or do I try to make another evening like that happen without telling her?
Backstory: A good friend of mine got dumped by his girlfriend recently and he has been pretty down. So my girlfriend and I decided we would invite him to a night out and get drunk. So he gets a bit of distraction. I knew she always found him attractive and vice versa but never thought much of it.
We went to a bar and had a really fun evening. I got pretty hammered. Afterwards we decided to go to our place and have a few more there.
After a few more drinks the alcohol really kicked in for me and I even had to run to the bathroom to puke. After that I fell asleep on the couch while they were still drinking and chatting. I was out for about an hour and than I woke up. And then my heart skipped a beat. I clearly heard sounds of kisses and making out! It almost made me feel completely sober again! I didn't move a muscle and just listened. We have two couches. I was lying on one and they were on the other. They were also pretty drunk, otherwise they would've never taken the risk with me lying only 2 meters away.
After a while I started to hear my gf moan very softly and quietly. I couldn't take a look at what was happening because they would have noticed that I was awake then. But I think he rubbed her pussy with his hands. After about 10 minutes her moaning got heavier and I'm 99% sure she orgasmed. I was rock hard.
About 20 minutes later and a lot more kissing sounds he quietly left our apartment.
The next morning I asked my gf when he left because I can't remember anything. She said he left about 10 minutes after I excused myself to the bathroom. Which is obviously a lie.
I'm conflicted what to do next. I'm not mad at all she cheated on me! She was helping him get over a breakup and they always found each other attractive and were pretty drunk!
I just want it to happen again! Do I tell her that or do I try to make another evening like that happen without telling her?
