Knowing another guy made her climax for the first time: the arousal vs. the jealousy

My girlfriend had her first orgasm at the hands (literally) of another guy. Now, as hot as I find that, I also struggle with jealousy over it, especially given how she has described the way it made her feel such a special attachment to him that she will never forget or fully get over. If anyone wants to discuss it with me or hear more details about exactly what happened (with pictures too), add me
Yes, I felt jealous when my wife started cheating on me. She told me that he always made her cum a lot with his cock, as well as his tongue. I very rarely make her cum with my cock. I was jealous, but I was also very turned on. Since then she’s cheated on me quite often, but I get most turned on when she tells me that her pussy is being fucked to huge orgasms by a better man. We are still together.
 
My girlfriend had her first orgasm at the hands (literally) of another guy. Now, as hot as I find that, I also struggle with jealousy over it, especially given how she has described the way it made her feel such a special attachment to him that she will never forget or fully get over. If anyone wants to discuss it with me or hear more details about exactly what happened (with pictures too), add me
Most people would struggle but if it gives her pleasure.... Learn from it. My wife had hundreds of orgasms before we met, with strangers using her pussy. Since we've been together I have witnessed, and heard her cum more passionately with her bulls than me. I have heard her say she loves a guy in the midst of his pumping. Once you cross the threshold it's all just pleasure. Enjoy