It's been awhile since I posted part 2 , but I didn't think many people were interested so I didn't post part 3
However, several people wanted to know what happened next so.... he it is.
Assuming you have read the first 2 parts you know I was head over heels in love with this girl. she knew this
and pretty soon was going to spend the next several months TORTURING me and having a BALL
doing it. I didn't realize it at the time I just knew I wanted her SO badly that I would do anything to keep
her, and she soon realized it. I think she was pretty sure after fucking Gerry the first time that she was going
back for a LOT more but still had feelings for me and for a time felt sorry for me. It was a couple of weeks
the party night and I was visiting her in her dorm for the weekend. Again I didn't understand why but the
idea of her fucking Gerry for 3 plus hours made me horny as much as I hated it. we were lying naked on
her bed and she was playing with my cock. I was horny as hell, we were talking about things that turned us on
and I just went for it and said, " why don't you tell me what you did with gerry that night". we had not talked about it
since. It had become a taboo subject. I was not yet aware that she had seen him half a dozen more times since then
and even slept at his off campus apt 4 times. she could see I was ROCK hard and kind of smirked and said ,
"you sure you wanna know "? I said yes tell em everything. I think me being so obviously turned on gave her the
encouragement to tell me everything. she proceeded to tell me about fucking him in positions she had never done
with me even doing 69 with him standing up holding her upsidown. she liked it. she told me they rested in between
orgasms for him (she made him cum 4 times) and that made me wonder, so I asked her. "you didn't let him cum
inside you did you?" she said no, so I said where then. she totally blew my mind when she said "once on my stomoch
once in my hand .... then she bit me lip and stopped. I said where else? she said sheepshly " in my mouth twice"
I can't tell you how much that hurt. I had always wanted her to do that for me but she flat out refused every time .
I said why ? you never did that for me. she said that she didn't know what came over her but she was SO turned on
and he had made her cum so hard so many times that she just wanted to do something to blow his mind. I asked
her if she swallowed and she shook her head yes. I was silent for a few minutes.it REALLY hurt ! she finally said
"are you ok "? she was about to hurt me even more when I said "does that mean you'll do it for me too?" she just
looked at me and shook her head no. ( I now realize that girls will only do that for alphas). I started to ask more
about it but she just said "DROP IT" very sternly then added " DON'T ASK ME AGAIN" I then asked her more
questions and she admitted that it was the best sex she ever had even though she had only had ME till then. ouch
again. the next morning we talked again. I wanted to know if she was done with him. (little did I know) so I asked
her point blank. are you gonna fuck him again? she shook her head yes. I made gesture like WTF? and then she
spilled the beans. she told me "I may as well tell you, I have seen him a bunch of times since then already, I'm
gonna KEEP seeing him. I said "so you're having an affair with him? she said "yes I am " I said "but we're engaged!!!!
she said "I know I know and I still love you but I NEED this right now" I asked if she still wanted to marry me and she
said yes but I need to get this out of my system" I said "so no matter what I say your gonna keep fucking him?"
she said " yes". I think she was testing the waters to see if I would walk away or put up with it. I was SO much
in love with her I agreed to tolerate it. Love truly IS blind but a part of me I could not understand was STILL turned on.
back home I would think about her with him in bed and Masturbate like FIEND with actual tears in my eyes from the
emotional pain of it. I remember thinking to myself ( masochisticaly I now realize) "I hope she's giving him the most
amazing sex on EARTH right now". even though I didn't really want that it turned me on. I saw only years later that
it was all part of me realizing my place in the world as a cuckold. I now realize that's what I was destined for. not
to have sex with beautiful woman but to watch alpha's do it and enjoy it.
Anyway, over the next several months she realized I think that she didn't want to marry me , BUT I think she realized
by then that she had tremendous power over me, and this little former wallflower was going to use it to have as much
fun hurting me as she possibly could. looking back I swear she reveled in my anguish my tears and pain and REFUSED
to end it and cut me loose. I think ( I'm almost positive) she wanted to se just how much fun she could have and have
me keep desperately trying yo hold on. Sex between us became les and less frequent until she finally told me I was
basically shut off. she told me " I'm not a slut, I have one lover. that's Gerry right now" My tears only seemed to make
her happy. she went on to tell me that "he doesn't want you having sex with me either" finally she would not even
undress in front of me on his orders she told me. Now I know people will not believe I stayed with her through all this
but I did. ( the things we do for love). and I was convince she would get over it and come back to me and she'd be
mine for good. the end finally came one day when I went to see her for the weekend and he was in her Dorm room
I came in and kissed her. he got pissed and started beating on me. asking WTF I thought I was doing kissing his girl.
I said "she's MY fiancé " and he beat me even more. I looked at her and she was sitting on the bed giggling !! I finally
had enough and said " ok that's it it's over" I really couldn't take it any more. she just shrugged and said "fine get lost
creep," I'll never forget it. she took off the ring and threw it at me. He grabbed me and escorted me out the door.
that was that.
I am 59 now , never been married and never had sex with a woman since then. looking back on it, I realize she did me
a BIG favor. she saved me a lot of rejection and a lot of heartache. she showed me my place in the world and then
she put me IN it ! she also saved woman everywhere the trouble of having to endure me coming on to them. it was
as if she had told me" you don't belong in bed with sexy woman. your place is in the corner jerking off . now STAY
there". and I have. Do I still love her ? yes, my only regret is I never got to watch Gerry have sex with her. I would have
LOVED to have watched that. hope you enjoyed my story.
PS. before you ask, YES I hope she's still out there giving some guy the greatest sex imaginable
However, several people wanted to know what happened next so.... he it is.
Assuming you have read the first 2 parts you know I was head over heels in love with this girl. she knew this
and pretty soon was going to spend the next several months TORTURING me and having a BALL
doing it. I didn't realize it at the time I just knew I wanted her SO badly that I would do anything to keep
her, and she soon realized it. I think she was pretty sure after fucking Gerry the first time that she was going
back for a LOT more but still had feelings for me and for a time felt sorry for me. It was a couple of weeks
the party night and I was visiting her in her dorm for the weekend. Again I didn't understand why but the
idea of her fucking Gerry for 3 plus hours made me horny as much as I hated it. we were lying naked on
her bed and she was playing with my cock. I was horny as hell, we were talking about things that turned us on
and I just went for it and said, " why don't you tell me what you did with gerry that night". we had not talked about it
since. It had become a taboo subject. I was not yet aware that she had seen him half a dozen more times since then
and even slept at his off campus apt 4 times. she could see I was ROCK hard and kind of smirked and said ,
"you sure you wanna know "? I said yes tell em everything. I think me being so obviously turned on gave her the
encouragement to tell me everything. she proceeded to tell me about fucking him in positions she had never done
with me even doing 69 with him standing up holding her upsidown. she liked it. she told me they rested in between
orgasms for him (she made him cum 4 times) and that made me wonder, so I asked her. "you didn't let him cum
inside you did you?" she said no, so I said where then. she totally blew my mind when she said "once on my stomoch
once in my hand .... then she bit me lip and stopped. I said where else? she said sheepshly " in my mouth twice"
I can't tell you how much that hurt. I had always wanted her to do that for me but she flat out refused every time .
I said why ? you never did that for me. she said that she didn't know what came over her but she was SO turned on
and he had made her cum so hard so many times that she just wanted to do something to blow his mind. I asked
her if she swallowed and she shook her head yes. I was silent for a few minutes.it REALLY hurt ! she finally said
"are you ok "? she was about to hurt me even more when I said "does that mean you'll do it for me too?" she just
looked at me and shook her head no. ( I now realize that girls will only do that for alphas). I started to ask more
about it but she just said "DROP IT" very sternly then added " DON'T ASK ME AGAIN" I then asked her more
questions and she admitted that it was the best sex she ever had even though she had only had ME till then. ouch
again. the next morning we talked again. I wanted to know if she was done with him. (little did I know) so I asked
her point blank. are you gonna fuck him again? she shook her head yes. I made gesture like WTF? and then she
spilled the beans. she told me "I may as well tell you, I have seen him a bunch of times since then already, I'm
gonna KEEP seeing him. I said "so you're having an affair with him? she said "yes I am " I said "but we're engaged!!!!
she said "I know I know and I still love you but I NEED this right now" I asked if she still wanted to marry me and she
said yes but I need to get this out of my system" I said "so no matter what I say your gonna keep fucking him?"
she said " yes". I think she was testing the waters to see if I would walk away or put up with it. I was SO much
in love with her I agreed to tolerate it. Love truly IS blind but a part of me I could not understand was STILL turned on.
back home I would think about her with him in bed and Masturbate like FIEND with actual tears in my eyes from the
emotional pain of it. I remember thinking to myself ( masochisticaly I now realize) "I hope she's giving him the most
amazing sex on EARTH right now". even though I didn't really want that it turned me on. I saw only years later that
it was all part of me realizing my place in the world as a cuckold. I now realize that's what I was destined for. not
to have sex with beautiful woman but to watch alpha's do it and enjoy it.
Anyway, over the next several months she realized I think that she didn't want to marry me , BUT I think she realized
by then that she had tremendous power over me, and this little former wallflower was going to use it to have as much
fun hurting me as she possibly could. looking back I swear she reveled in my anguish my tears and pain and REFUSED
to end it and cut me loose. I think ( I'm almost positive) she wanted to se just how much fun she could have and have
me keep desperately trying yo hold on. Sex between us became les and less frequent until she finally told me I was
basically shut off. she told me " I'm not a slut, I have one lover. that's Gerry right now" My tears only seemed to make
her happy. she went on to tell me that "he doesn't want you having sex with me either" finally she would not even
undress in front of me on his orders she told me. Now I know people will not believe I stayed with her through all this
but I did. ( the things we do for love). and I was convince she would get over it and come back to me and she'd be
mine for good. the end finally came one day when I went to see her for the weekend and he was in her Dorm room
I came in and kissed her. he got pissed and started beating on me. asking WTF I thought I was doing kissing his girl.
I said "she's MY fiancé " and he beat me even more. I looked at her and she was sitting on the bed giggling !! I finally
had enough and said " ok that's it it's over" I really couldn't take it any more. she just shrugged and said "fine get lost
creep," I'll never forget it. she took off the ring and threw it at me. He grabbed me and escorted me out the door.
that was that.
I am 59 now , never been married and never had sex with a woman since then. looking back on it, I realize she did me
a BIG favor. she saved me a lot of rejection and a lot of heartache. she showed me my place in the world and then
she put me IN it ! she also saved woman everywhere the trouble of having to endure me coming on to them. it was
as if she had told me" you don't belong in bed with sexy woman. your place is in the corner jerking off . now STAY
there". and I have. Do I still love her ? yes, my only regret is I never got to watch Gerry have sex with her. I would have
LOVED to have watched that. hope you enjoyed my story.
PS. before you ask, YES I hope she's still out there giving some guy the greatest sex imaginable
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