Playing with men on your own

We met a guy one night, she wanted me to suck his cock, which I did and swallowed. He then fucked her ass in front of me and then I licked his cum out of ass. We were sitting around having a couple drinks after and he said something about having a regular to suck his cock. So after he left she told me I would be his regular cock sucker. He started texting me telling me to come to his apartment at lunch times. I was a big chicken so after about a half dozen times of him texting me, one night she said to me I have been a chicken ...... and to show up the next time he asked or she would go in the evenings and I’d be lucky if she even came home. So a couple days later I went for the first time, still scared as hell but I did it, then it became very easy. This went on for about 2-1/2 years of me being his personal cocksucker. He use to have sex with my wife on occasion as well.
 
Yes. Things have changed over time. For me it was opportunistic, circumstance dependent. Stuff like travel, wife and kids on extended summer travel, the usual.

Out of curiosity in later times, I explored the bath/sauna scene, ABS/gloryhole scene, that sort of stuff. Easy, anonymous, risky.

Now we are in a poly thing;; me, Krista, and three other men. Two I recruited for her - they were/are members of an athletic club. We're pretty stable these days. If Krista is unavailable, the guys play.
 
I've had a strong desire for cock since my very early teens. For years I'd try to resist it because of social stigma. But then I'd find myself craving a cock in my mouth, and these urges were impossible to resist.

I finally embraced it fully. Overtime, I learned that sexuality is fluid as mine has shifted more toward men.
 
I've had a strong desire for cock since my very early teens. For years I'd try to resist it because of social stigma. But then I'd find myself craving a cock in my mouth, and these urges were impossible to resist.

I finally embraced it fully. Overtime, I learned that sexuality is fluid as mine has shifted more toward men.
Yep, the best of both worlds.