It all started over 10 years ago. We were both working overseas on separate military bases as contractors.
I was a wannabe alpha. Although I knew I wasn’t. I still try. We got into an argument one day about our sex life and she said I wasn’t very good. Naturally, I was upset. And the next day she took it back and said she only said it to make me upset. The thing that pisses me off was that she had only been with one other guy. She was previously engaged to him and had a baby with him. From what she hold told me their sex life didnt sound to great. I taught her to remove all her clothes during sex and to leave some light on. Her previous experiences sounded dark and bleak.
When we married after two years of dating, I would have bet every dollar of my life earnings that she would never cheat and always be faithful. She’s very judgmental about women with many partners and those that fool around. She prided herself on only having sex with men to whom she was engaged or eventually married.
If she had been with 10 other guys or even 5 then maybe things would have turned out different and I would have been forced to believe when she said I wasn’t good.
After she made that comment I thought of a comeback, since she’s living on a military base, I’ll dare her to find a guy, let him fuck her then she can tell me whose better. And I was of course confident I was.
I figured the first thing out of her mouth would be, no I can’t do that, I’m married. Then I can remind her that I’m the best she will ever have in bed.
But my comeback backfired. She said, oh yeah I love that idea. I said there’s no way she would ever do that. And she said why not? If I’m giving her permission.
Now I had another problem, would my wife really ...... with another guy? I never thought so in a million years. Which gave me the confidence to tease her and joke about.
We occasionally argued and discussed the idea of her being with someone else because my ego needed to prove that I’m the best she will ever have. I told her we can look at it as a science experiment.
I thought one of two scenarios would happen. Either a guy would struggle to get hard or keep it hard to finish because she doesn’t suck dick or give handjob. She always thought the guy should do everything.
The other scenario and worse case was a guy would lift up her skirt, slide her panties to the side and pound her really hard for 2 or 3 minutes before cumming.
Both instances would leave her unsatisfied and prove that I’m the best. Because of my ego and wanting to prove this, I was willing to let another man to see my wife naked and try having sex with her.
After a while, she got frustrated and pissed that I keep bringing it up and she told me she’s done arguing about it and that it was happening that day.
At first, I felt so bad because my ego drove us to this.
When I got back to my barracks room she wasn’t on ... yet. I had to wait until she called. I asked her where was she and she says, “I told you, I was with R. And he tore me up. “
I was in shock, I couldn’t believe another man just had sex with my wife.
She said she didn’t want to talk about it. But I said let me ask 3 questions.
First question was; did you get completely naked? She said “he saw everything and touched everything.”
Second, did you cum? She said yes.
So I said, that means you rode him? She said yes. At the time, I couldn’t fathom that she could be brought to orgasm any other way.
For the last question i asked if I was still better. She said yes, although years later she admitted that was the best sex she ever had until that point.
We didn’t talk about it for a whole week.
Out of nowhere, she asked me my permission to spend the night with him on the weekend. I was shocked that she asked. I asked why? I said that was too intimate. But she said it’s for the experiment, and to have an accurate experiment he should have the best chance to perform. Being in his own room he’ll be more comfortable and if she spends the night he doesn’t have to rush or feel time constrained.
I couldn’t challenge her idea and I said okay. She made a good point.
But she had another idea. That Friday evening when I called on ... she was in such a good excited mood. But she said she had to go shower and get ready for him. When she got back she used the computer screen as a mirror to put her makeup on. I see her getting prettier and prettier. He calls her at one point and I hear her saying she’s trying to get ready as quick as possible. Then off the camera she put her bra and panties on. She stepped back in front of the camera and asked me if I think R will like her panties. They were black lace panties. I said yes she looks hot in them.
She leaned into the computer camera and said he will be taking them off real soon. I couldn’t believe how she was acting. I wanted to have sex with her so bad. I was so jealous.
She didn’t say much the next day. She said he was able to perform multiple times at night and the morning.
A month went by. I became suspicious about if she was seeing him more. She insisted that they remained friends only. But one night I was talking to her and she asks me, how many time do I think they’ve done it. I knew where it was going and I asked, what do you mean? She says. How many time do I think he’s had me? I said she’s only admitted to what she told me over a month ago.
She said, don’t be mad, but it’s more. I asked how many times? She responded, many times. They were having sex 3 or 4 times a week.
So I said, your having an affair? She asked me if I was mad? Honestly, I was too shocked to be mad.
She asked my permission to keep the affair going. In my shocked stunned state, I asked how long is his tour remaining and she said he leaves in about a month. So I had to accept the fact she was still ...... with him for one more month.
I was a wannabe alpha. Although I knew I wasn’t. I still try. We got into an argument one day about our sex life and she said I wasn’t very good. Naturally, I was upset. And the next day she took it back and said she only said it to make me upset. The thing that pisses me off was that she had only been with one other guy. She was previously engaged to him and had a baby with him. From what she hold told me their sex life didnt sound to great. I taught her to remove all her clothes during sex and to leave some light on. Her previous experiences sounded dark and bleak.
When we married after two years of dating, I would have bet every dollar of my life earnings that she would never cheat and always be faithful. She’s very judgmental about women with many partners and those that fool around. She prided herself on only having sex with men to whom she was engaged or eventually married.
If she had been with 10 other guys or even 5 then maybe things would have turned out different and I would have been forced to believe when she said I wasn’t good.
After she made that comment I thought of a comeback, since she’s living on a military base, I’ll dare her to find a guy, let him fuck her then she can tell me whose better. And I was of course confident I was.
I figured the first thing out of her mouth would be, no I can’t do that, I’m married. Then I can remind her that I’m the best she will ever have in bed.
But my comeback backfired. She said, oh yeah I love that idea. I said there’s no way she would ever do that. And she said why not? If I’m giving her permission.
Now I had another problem, would my wife really ...... with another guy? I never thought so in a million years. Which gave me the confidence to tease her and joke about.
We occasionally argued and discussed the idea of her being with someone else because my ego needed to prove that I’m the best she will ever have. I told her we can look at it as a science experiment.
I thought one of two scenarios would happen. Either a guy would struggle to get hard or keep it hard to finish because she doesn’t suck dick or give handjob. She always thought the guy should do everything.
The other scenario and worse case was a guy would lift up her skirt, slide her panties to the side and pound her really hard for 2 or 3 minutes before cumming.
Both instances would leave her unsatisfied and prove that I’m the best. Because of my ego and wanting to prove this, I was willing to let another man to see my wife naked and try having sex with her.
After a while, she got frustrated and pissed that I keep bringing it up and she told me she’s done arguing about it and that it was happening that day.
At first, I felt so bad because my ego drove us to this.
When I got back to my barracks room she wasn’t on ... yet. I had to wait until she called. I asked her where was she and she says, “I told you, I was with R. And he tore me up. “
I was in shock, I couldn’t believe another man just had sex with my wife.
She said she didn’t want to talk about it. But I said let me ask 3 questions.
First question was; did you get completely naked? She said “he saw everything and touched everything.”
Second, did you cum? She said yes.
So I said, that means you rode him? She said yes. At the time, I couldn’t fathom that she could be brought to orgasm any other way.
For the last question i asked if I was still better. She said yes, although years later she admitted that was the best sex she ever had until that point.
We didn’t talk about it for a whole week.
Out of nowhere, she asked me my permission to spend the night with him on the weekend. I was shocked that she asked. I asked why? I said that was too intimate. But she said it’s for the experiment, and to have an accurate experiment he should have the best chance to perform. Being in his own room he’ll be more comfortable and if she spends the night he doesn’t have to rush or feel time constrained.
I couldn’t challenge her idea and I said okay. She made a good point.
But she had another idea. That Friday evening when I called on ... she was in such a good excited mood. But she said she had to go shower and get ready for him. When she got back she used the computer screen as a mirror to put her makeup on. I see her getting prettier and prettier. He calls her at one point and I hear her saying she’s trying to get ready as quick as possible. Then off the camera she put her bra and panties on. She stepped back in front of the camera and asked me if I think R will like her panties. They were black lace panties. I said yes she looks hot in them.
She leaned into the computer camera and said he will be taking them off real soon. I couldn’t believe how she was acting. I wanted to have sex with her so bad. I was so jealous.
She didn’t say much the next day. She said he was able to perform multiple times at night and the morning.
A month went by. I became suspicious about if she was seeing him more. She insisted that they remained friends only. But one night I was talking to her and she asks me, how many time do I think they’ve done it. I knew where it was going and I asked, what do you mean? She says. How many time do I think he’s had me? I said she’s only admitted to what she told me over a month ago.
She said, don’t be mad, but it’s more. I asked how many times? She responded, many times. They were having sex 3 or 4 times a week.
So I said, your having an affair? She asked me if I was mad? Honestly, I was too shocked to be mad.
She asked my permission to keep the affair going. In my shocked stunned state, I asked how long is his tour remaining and she said he leaves in about a month. So I had to accept the fact she was still ...... with him for one more month.
