I do the same. Seems like she only orgasms when she has a toy in her pussy and sucking my cock. The whole time I am thinking about her taking a big cockwe role play with her dildo that she is being fucked by another guy as she sucks me. she sticks it to the wall and fucks the dildo on all fours as she sucks me off.
I also get an instant hard on just thinking about her fucking another guy bareback and him cumming in her.