I showed off my wife pics to a guy I’d met online, a few years back, after learning she’d cheated.
Totally something I’d never remotely considered doing before. But after a couple months jerking off imagining my wife getting fucked, I developed an intense, and completely out-of-the-blue, cock-sucking curiosity.
The guy was seeking a husband with wife pics, and I put together a whole slideshow for him, from our wedding pics to her in bikini, to intimate boudoir photos.
Which gave it a surreal, almost other-worldly, cuckold vibe. He talked dirty and dominantly. Like calling me a beta-husband cock-sucker. And saying how he was going to doggy-fuck my wife in front of me. And things like, if my wife could see me now, with a real man’s cock in my mouth.
Even though my wife wasn’t there, my wife played the central role. It was her pics that had gotten him hard. It was her tits and ass he was looking at as he blasted off on my face.
I was pretty stunned and stupefied afterwards. And nervous as hell going back to my wife, telling myself, just be fucking normal.
And to my great relief, I could revert back to normal-me, and no one was ever the wiser.
My wife ended up divorcing me two years ago (but un-related to this), and my cock-sucking desire/curiosity suddenly went away. I started thinking of it as some phase that’s now in the past.
Then last year, I met a younger girl (I’m 37/she’s 25), the hottest girl I’ve ever been with. To my amazement, we got serious, she moved in with me, and soon, I’ll likely be proposing to her.
But given our age difference, and the way she gets extra friendly when she drinks, I’ve come to conclude it’s only a matter of time, where she cheats on me.
And despite fighting it, I broke the seal after she moved in, and started jerking off, imagining my new gf being fucked.
Which led to the cock-sucking thoughts/fantasies come flooding back. And to me putting together a new slideshow of my girlfriend, to show to some alpha-guy in the future. Like nowadays, whenever she’s dressed up hot to go out, or in a bikini on vacation, I'm right there w/my camera. Thinking more pics for my slideshow. More pics for getting some alpha-man's cock hard, for when I get on my knees and submit.
I’m sorry to have rambled, and to have made this about me.
I just find the whole surrender (& I guess, even the betrayal component) of getting on my knees & showing off my girl, is the most intense & mind-blowing experience a cuck-on-the-fence can have. I felt like I'd not just let myself get face-fucked, but mind-fucked as well.