Remorse afterwards

Yes, I feel a little guilt and regret after I cum, also some jealousy. That's why whenever my wife lets me watch, I'll masturbate but try not to cum. Most of the time when she's done she'll let me have sloppy seconds so I get to release then. I will say that even though I know I might feel bad afterwards, the times I do cum while she's fucking are out of this world fantastic. On some rare occasions she'll suck my cock while her lover fucks her to orgasm. I cum incredibly hard then. Those times I don't feel bad. I guess because I was a part of it.
 
Couples especially men do you ever get a guilty feeling or regret after sharing your wife and having an orgasm.. I hear that it can ruin the moment. But then it goes away..!
I've had this the odd time but it quickly goes. Sometimes you play all night but if you come first then later your wife cums a jealous inadequate feeling can sometimes creep in. It doesn't happen often. It's best not to cum until they've done everything. The fun and joy outweighs all negative feeling.