I’ve been a long term Cuck (although not active any more) and during our cuckolding period where my hotwife would mostly stay away over night with her bull(s) I would struggle as I’d often cum very quickly thinking about what they were doing, and post orgasm I felt very anxious what she was doing. After an hour or so, I would get aroused once more and the thought would turn me on again.
To prevent this occurring I started to learn to ruin my orgasm (very difficult early on), normally whilst wearing her panties and because I’d not experienced the satisfaction of a proper orgasm I would remain aroused and turned on during her whole stay with the bull. This soon became the norm everytime my hotwife was playing away with her bulls. I was never allowed to watch (or even be there)! I would edge for long periods and if beyond the point of no return would always ruin, so as to keep my excitement. Even to this day, when stroking I very often ruin as way of reminding myself that I’m a beta male cuck! What do other cucks do?
What’s others views on this, either as a cuckold, bull, hotwife, stag or vixen?
To prevent this occurring I started to learn to ruin my orgasm (very difficult early on), normally whilst wearing her panties and because I’d not experienced the satisfaction of a proper orgasm I would remain aroused and turned on during her whole stay with the bull. This soon became the norm everytime my hotwife was playing away with her bulls. I was never allowed to watch (or even be there)! I would edge for long periods and if beyond the point of no return would always ruin, so as to keep my excitement. Even to this day, when stroking I very often ruin as way of reminding myself that I’m a beta male cuck! What do other cucks do?
What’s others views on this, either as a cuckold, bull, hotwife, stag or vixen?
