Starting to be a cuck?

ILcuck

Male
Hi all! Long time lurker in these types of forums and I guess this is my turn to share.
We are a couple in our late 20s from the Middle East. My wife, Maya, is a petite goddess (5'1"). Was very thin at the past at this moment she has a stunning, curvy/chubby frame - heavy breasts and a thick, juicy ass that I absolutely worship. I am 5'8" and well-endowed (over 8 inches). For me, this isn’t about a "size issue"; it’s about the pure, psychological rush.


My Background:
To understand my drive, you have to know that I’ve always had a submissive streak. I’ve explored this in the past through several encounters with men where I played a completely passive role. My experiences were almost exclusively focused on oral service - I loved the thrill of being on my knees and feeling dick in my mouth . My wife knows I had "experiences" with men before we were together, but she doesn’t know the graphic details or the depth of my submissive nature.

The Night With Our First Dildo:
The other night, I prepared a clear, realistic dildo on the bed as an offering. When she emerged from the shower, I took her to the bed and began a slow, worshipful ritual. I spent the night between her legs, going down on her until she climaxed for the first time right on my face. Between rounds, I would move down to kiss and worship her feet, making sure she felt like royalty.

During the second round, she asked about our "friend" (the dildo). I sheathed it in a condom and began to penetrate her with it while my tongue never left her. I even found myself sucking (without her noticing) the toy as I moved it inside her, tasting her essence.

By the third round, she took the toy and began to fuck herself while I stayed between her legs. The sight was so intense that I finally entered her. She was so wet and opened up from the dildo that it amplified her third orgasm into something explosive. I told her I wouldn’t cum because it was her night, and that the "denial" would be my ultimate reward. After I "cleaned" her entire area with my tongue, she looked at me with a smirk and said: "We’re done. Hands off yourself for the rest of the night."


The Reality Twist:
We recently moved into a new complex and attended a residents' mixer. It turns out an ex of hers lives in the building. They didn’t speak, but two days later, he slid into her DMs. She was transparent and showed me the message. I played it cool, telling her it’s fine to reply since he’s married too.

She hasn't messaged him back yet, but the mix of our new D/s dynamic and the "threat" of a real-life ex living floors away has me in a constant state of arousal. The thought of her of this situation is very intense for me lol.

Here to hear your thoughts, advice or any questions.

Disclaimer: This post was translated by AI due to language barriers.
 
I think what's important is, what are you hoping for? I imagine a cuck situation, but I also infer maybe you are hoping to serve both your wife and her potential new lover. Considering you are from the Middle East, is that safe?
I would tread carefully. Your wife may be receptive, but her new lover is an unknown entity. I am of the opinion that neighbors and exes are a bad idea to bring into your dynamic. They are too familiar and it can get messy. This guy is both.